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Alex's POV :

Billie held my hand as I got out of the car. It was still a bit weird walking after being in a bed for what felt like a lifetime.
"Are you okay?" She asked with concern. The amount of care on her face was so high. I felt so lucky to have her as a freind.
"Yeah" I smiled "I'm so lucky to have you as a freind bil"
She smiled back but she looks teary. Why does she look so sad? Did I say something wrong? I was trying to say something nice.
"What's wrong? You look so sad, did I say something wrong?" I stopped to look at her properly.
"What are you talking about?" She laughed and looked away "I literally smiled at you. Come on let's get in your house"
She was lying. She definitely was upset but I didn't quite know why. Did something happen that I forgot? I don't want to ask again yet.
I unlocked the door and walked into my apartment. Expecting some cleaning would be needed, I was surprised.
"Woah! Why is it so like...clean" Billie did a little bow and flicked her hair out of her face.
"You did this?" I shook my hands excitedly. She cleaned my whole apartment for me!
It might not seem like a big deal but it was very messy and she knows how much mess stresses me out.
"Thank youu!!" I hugged her tightly and felt her breath on my neck. I shivered a little and pulled away. I may have forgotten why I have stitches on my head but I definitely haven't forgotten that I'm in Love with my best freind.
Typical lesbian shit am I right? At least she's not straight. But I still haven't told her because I worry it will make things weird. I don't want to lose her in any way shape or form. But Every time I look at her I feel like I might die if I don't kiss her.

Billies pov:
The only one positive that I can think of about Alex forgetting that she's my girlfriend, is that she doesn't remember that I already know she's in love with me. I thought that maybe to help her remember I could..mess with her a bit. Not in a mean way of course. You know like hug her from behind, compliment her or play with her hair that I know she likes so much. It's so cute when she blushes or tries to hide how much she likes me. So until she remembers I'm
going to..hint. I noticed her confusion when I use pet names so I stopped doing that. Every time she says "your such a good FrEinD" feels like a stab in the stomach. I'm not your fucking freind Alex oh my god. I wanna push you against the counter and kiss you while you make dinner, I wanna cuddle under several blankets with you while we watch Netflix, I wanna hold hands with you in public (if I actually went out in public maybe) and plan cute dates with you and just hang out with you without us both being in pain because your in love with me and you think I have no idea, and I'm just listening to you talk about how good of FrEinDs we are.
Alex was sorting some things out on the table that I apparently did 'completely wrong'. She was basically just rearranging everything that I did, which would be insulting if I didn't know she was going to anyway.
I came up behind her and slipped my hands Around her waist.
"I missed you" I said quietly. I sighed and put my head on her shoulder. I felt her tense up and I saw her eyes widen, she gulped.
clearing her throat, she tapped my arms.
"Yeah me too"
Then pulled away to get something else to put on the table.
I was definitely affecting her. This is upsetting but also more fun than It should be.
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