December(The last month of the year)

17th December.

"Be with him." He said again "Am trying but he is not willing to say anything to me." My voice was filled with concern "Be with him! You don't need to ask him what happened there,just show him that you are always there." He replied and I nod my head stupidly as if he can see me.

"I know you can do this precious." He stated and a smile curled up on my cheeks,by Allah this guy makes me smile way more than I should,he makes me happy and confident.

"Okay bye." He said and I was quick at stopping him "Thank you A." My voice was so soft to an extent that I thought it wasn't my voice,my voice isn't loud or rough but it wasn't this soft "For what?" He asked which made me roll my eyes "For everything,you have always been by my side,all I do is say out my problems but you never got tired,you have always been supportive.Thank you so much for that A,am really very happy that I met you." I smiled at my little speech,the guy deserves it,he deserves to know that he is appreciated in my life.

He let out a deep sigh "You have also been there for me and who told you that all you do is say out your problem? Idiot,you have been very entertaining,am always laughing like a crazy person now adays,we talk about everything and nothing,play all those stupid games of yours which I find interesting now.We are friends so we are meant to be there for each other,for now you should go and check on your brother." He finished making me smile "Okay A!" I replied and he hanged up the calk after laughing.

Oh am so precious.

A's precious!!!!!

Wow!

See who is blushing........

I stood up and walked to Yaya's room,am pretty sure that he is sleeping so I didn't knock the door,barging into the room I found Yaya sweating profusely as his whole body shook.

"Please don't." He whispered.

I ran to the bed and shook him "Yaya?" I question and he just kept shaking his head,I have read many books about people having a nightmare but I never thought that it looked this serious.

I shake his body and he opened his eyes "Hudaya they are going to beat me again." He said in a scared tone and I didn't even know when tears rolled down from my eyes.

Ya Allah!

What have they done to me brother?

He is not even out of his broken state and now they broke him more!

"Am here,nobody will touch you." I replied holding his hand and all he did was cry "Yaya please stop crying, I don't know what happened there but I want you to know that we are here for you,me,mama,baba and the whole family are here for you." He nodded his head but he was still crying.

After minutes of consoling him he stopped crying "I didn't have good sleep ever since I came back, I hardly get a chance to sleep but when I do I have those very bad nightmares." I patted his shoulder smiling painfully "You shouldn't let what happened there control you,it might have been devastating but you are surely stronger than that." He nodded his head and I felt more tears gushing down.

"They kept on beating me,they tied me up and kept beating me,they took turns to do that,it was very painful,so painful." He sobbed in pain and I just sat there frozen.

Ya Allah!

"Scratch that,they raped the girls that are there Hudaya,they took turns to do that too and I had nothing to do,I just sat there crying as they rape girls like you and I couldn't help but think that if it was you then I would have been so heartbroken,they have brothers too and families.." My head was already pounding as he stopped talking to take a breath "They will take them inside the small room and then minutes later I will be hearing their painful screams,which is full of pain and agony,it will reach an extent that you will just be hearing their whimpers because they have no energy to scream at all." He looked like he was gulping down his pain before he continued "The girls there were all younger than you,they even raped a 7 year old.For crying out loud they ruined her childhood,they ruined her life because she will never forget the pain they inflicted in her." My hands flew to my mouth as he finished.

"Innalillahi." That was all I could say, I had many things to say but I couldn't utter them,my heart is full of pity for the victims,how would I felt if it was me? Ofcourse agonizing pain,I will be numb and regret my whole existence.

"She died." Sob "I can still picture her lifeless body when I close my eyes,she was just so young,having no care of the world, I can still remember her terrified face the first time I saw her." Sob "I was tied close to her so she looked at me and smiled a little "I am Suhayla." She introduced in her little voice "Am scared,help us get out of here." That was the exact thing she said to me,when they asked her to go inside the room I begged them to let her go,she was just a kid but they didn't pay heed to my pleas,they raped Suhayla,she didn't come out,how would she? She died after that and they didn't even let her parents carry her dead body,they threw her into the river." He sobbed out loud and I hugged him also crying "I wonder how her parents are feeling right now,their little baby have been raped to death for crying out loud."

"They are monsters Hudaya! Complete monsters." He growled still crying "Yaya Allah is the all hearer,he is the one whom we will take our complains to.The issue of rape is becoming out of hand and now this kidnapping,it is so painful that many people go through this." He nodded his head as a reply.

"They even fed us human meat as lunch." Ouch "We didn't know what it was,we just wanted to feed our stomachs,after we finished they told us." A'uzubillah this is so bad.

How could they be so heartless?

Ya Ilahir rahimin!

"Yaya I know what happened won't just get out of your mind easily but please try and forget about,you see all tho—_" He stopped me shaking his head "I cannot forget it Hudaya! They fed me human meat,they raped many girls infront of my eyes,they raped a 7 year old to death and threw her into a river,I can still hear their cries and pleas,they kept being violent infront of me,they killed many people right infront of my eyes.Am trying as much as I could not to run mad Hudaya! What happened to me to traumatizing and nobody can understand that except me.It keep coming back to me like am watching a film,am so messed up!" I wiped the tear falling from his eyes.

"Time will heal you,it will all be history." He shook his head smiling sadly "Time cannot heal me,what happened will always be remembered in my heart and soul,the things that innocent souls went through.You know what is hurting me the most?" I shook my head negatively.

"The fact that I couldn't do anything about it." He let out a deep sigh "I was also helpless." Tears gushed down his eyes "I was broken but now it is like I don't have a heart anymore, I feel numb like nothing will ever prick me again." I shook my head as I held his hand again "No yaya,don't do that to yourself."

He silently let his tears fall,his eyes were painfully red,full of agony and pain.

"I am your broken brother after all Daya."