His Angel : Corpse Husband Fanfic

Real Life

⚠︎︎ small trigger warning/anxiety

At this point, I'm over the hate. It's quite annoying when people just say and do everything to hurt you. A lot of my friends weren't happy with me engaging with the hater's words but in all honesty, I find it funny.

My way of dodging things is by making them funny and laughing at them. Corpse was not happy with it. He knew me well for only having known me for about a month.

After my last post about a week ago, Corpse gave me his number and made me tell him I was okay. It was our first time facetiming but to keep him from getting uncomfortable I made sure he knew he could keep his camera off.

"C, I hope you know you don't have to have your camera on. I'd also rather not be staring at your boring ceiling," after saying this I could see his phone shake from a silent laugh. After flipping me off he turned off his camera.

"What the fuck is wrong with my ceiling, Em?" he asks in a deep but smooth tone. I know he's joking but it still causes me to gasp.

"Well, sir! There's nothing on it. It's just white, not even a fan, or a light," this causes him to laugh once again and I could almost feel him rolling his eyes.

"You're really cute, I hope you know that." I shake my head at him but smile. He knows I struggle with my looks. He'll compliment me almost every day whether it's on Instagram or discord and all I can do is say thank you.

I'm use to compliments from supporters but it's different coming from someone I feel is becoming a close friend.

"Hey C, are we friends?" I look at the black screen but I have a feeling he's staring back at me. I hear another one of his hearty laughs and I can't help but smile.

"Are you friend-zoning me, Angel?" he asked between laughs. I look at the phone and squint my eyes. I turn my face upward so he can't see my blush. "That was a serious question," I respond to him.

Before he could respond an alarm went off on my phone. I groan softly and so does Corpse cause he knows what that means. We say our goodbyes and I go to my computer desk.

Today I was playing a game with Felix, Jack, Dave, PJ, and Corpse. I was usually excited to play any game with them but considered I didn't get my answer from Corpse I was sort of agitated.

I think the viewers could sense the agitation cause as they came in there were comments on my appearance.

I sighed softly and smiled, giving them a small wave. "Hello, guys! Yes, I'm fine please don't worry! Today I'm excited cause we're playing Party Animals. Now it's kind of basically just a fighting game with cute char-" "EMELINE DARLING HEY" I can't help but laugh at Jack interrupting me.

"JACK HEY YOU READY TO DIE?" I scream back to him jokingly. I hear a deep chuckle and I roll my eyes without even thinking. "What did I walk into?" Corpse ask. I don't say anything for a minute and before I do, Jack does.

As the two starts taking the rest of the crew join the call and soon we play.

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We played many many rounds. We were all just having fun being competitive. After a while of playing and talking to the supporters, I had ended the stream cause it was already kind of late.

We all just played some more till Felix complained about the time. Time zones suck let me tell you.

We all said our goodbyes and after playing a little bit by myself, with random people, I turned off my computer.

I'm not on Tik Tok much but I know a lot about the cancel culture and TikTokRoom. I got a lot of notifications from Tik Tok which I check normally because I appreciate my supporters making edits.

I clicked onto the app then the top notification. My smile quickly turned into a frown when I saw it wasn't an edit but a video from the stream I ended a couple of hours ago.

I turned up my volume and saw it was clips put together. It was made to seem like I was ignoring Corpse and having an attitude toward him.

That was the case at all! Yes, I was annoyed with him but it was all good-hearted. I looked at the comments and each one broke my heart.

Comments

"She doesn't deserve to even stream with him why the fuck does she have an attitude"

"people who shipped them: 🤡"

"patiently waiting for her to delete her platform 😥"

"I knew from the beginning that she didn't like him, she just jealous"

I couldn't take it anymore. I shut my phone off and slammed it onto the table. I didn't realize I was crying till I felt the tears staining my shirt.

My hands were fidgeting with my fingers and I was biting my lip a little too rough. I was anxious but most of all scared. The video only had a couple of thousand likes but I do not doubt that it'll be worse in the morning.

I wouldn't blame Corpse if he saw it and hated me. I can't even remember what had happened before the video because I was so blinded by fear. I was scared of losing the people I had just become close to. I was scared of the internet hating me. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't breathe. My chest and even my eyes were burning.

I was having an anxiety attack, and nobody here to help me.

A/N : Sorry! I don't remember publishing a story yesterday 💀, it was my friends bday! I have another chapter coming out by tonight (as in probably 2 am 💀) Thank you for voting! I love all of you so much (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃