I heard what they were saying and I had heard the rumors of what was going on.
It had only been a week and she told everyone all of my secrets, all of the things that I hated about myself and my insecurities that at the time she told me she loved about me.
Those were lies, my ears had never felt so weak hearing so many whispers and rumors about me. She told them that I was fat and I had big lumps everywhere. She told them that I was ugly and she only dated me because of a dare.
She made me out to be someone that I was not. But for some time, I felt that I actually was a big creature with lumps everywhere.
Every morning was hard, every lunch was hard, and going home was hard. In the mornings I would go to school so early that the sun would not even have begun to rise over the school. For lunch, I would hide in the room, the room that had given me inspiration to explore myself and play with who I was.
That same room was filled with people who sucked every ounce of it away from me. I ate my lunch in the room everyday to escape all the words.
Going home was worse, because I walked home and everyone would run pass me throwing notes at my face saying I was fat and lumpy. They would tell the teachers that I was cheating on my test and skipping classes,so I was put in detention.
I was alone again.
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𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙 𝕻𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖂𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝕰𝖓𝖉
Fanfictiona tale of the unknown, when a boy is fighting struggles none can see. He is not transparent, but rather foggy. Like the sight of a car window charging through rain trying to find its way, but the words crashing down on him, will not let him push.
