The Different Girl Of Two Worlds (Spock x Reader)

Chapter 12 - Why Spock?

(A:n: wow look at me go 2 chapters within 2 days 😅. Hope you like it)

We walked for what felt like forever and haven't even reached any of our destinations. Spock was walking in front of me as I lazily walked behind him. The silence wasn't awkward but wasn't comfortable either.

All of a sudden he stops walking, I stop looking up at the back of his head, tilting my head to the side I was about to speak, but he beats me to it.

"Y/n are you ok? I was expecting you to be more excited to be looking around the ship", after he said those words he turns to face me. His eyes full of worry and confusion.

"I-I am very excited to be able to be looking around the ship don't get me wrong, it's just....." I stop watching people walk past us nervous people will hear.

"I sense you're uneasy and uncomfortable speaking out here, do you wish to speak somewhere more private?" He asks, I nod, he swiftly turns back around and begins to start walking once again.

A few minutes later he guides me into a room. A bedroom of what it looks like. It's dark but not gloomy and has Vulcan states and instruments around the room. shelves filled with books, artworks and few photos are scattered around the room as well.

"Is this your room?" I ask as I look around waiting for an answer. "Correct, I was guiding you to the cafeteria and walking through this part of the crew rooms was a faster root, your room is the level below us. I also assumed that this was a suitable place for you to talk freely without feeling judgement from the crew". I stop standing in front of the foot of his bed and turn around to look at Spock who was still standing near the door.

He walks up to me and stops just a meter away from me. "So Y/n what did you want to ask?".

I look down for a second, sensing he took a step closer. I look back up into his eyes, those eyes that ar- no focus Y/n. "Spock, why did you do 'that' earlier, and most importantly lie. I thought you never lied". He tilts his head to the side, "but I didn't-" "lie, yep you know what I mean, why did you twist your answer?".

He straightens himself and almost looks, nervous. "Well to answer your first question I-.." he stops, like the cogs in his computer brain are turning. "I honestly don't know, it's hard for me to understand why I acted like that, but I apologise if it made you feel uncomfortable from my actions. And about my answer I'm not too sure either". He looks away almost ashamed.

"D-do you regret it?". My question seemed to have caught him off guard as his eyes widened the slightest, he turns his head back to face me. Both eyes looking at mine constantly looking at one individually. Taking another step closer leaving half a foot between us, he opens his mouth ready to speak.

(A/n: sorry I like to make cliffhangers even if they are pretty predictable sometimes, but tell me what do you think his answer will be? 🥰)