"Why are you making a big deal out of it?"
I stared at him in shock.
"You're kidding, right?" I threw my hands up, frustrated in the moment.
"We were out on a date and you were making goo goo eyes at every cute girl in that restaurant, Dean Winchester! How do I not get upset?!"
"You said you were okay with it!" He exclaimed, holding his hands out.
"Yes, until you decided to make finding a girl for a three way your priority, especially over me! How am I supposed to be okay with that? You're giving every other girl attention besides your girlfriend, that's the problem!" I shouted. Trying to make him understand. Something? Anything!
"I am not!"
".......I don't get sweet good morning texts. I don't get any attention because you are always on your phone now, looking, and get pissed when I try to get you off of it. If that's what you want, maybe you should go find someone else for this." Grabbing my keys, I walked out of the house, not looking back when he called my name.
***Returning home hours later***
He met me in the bedroom doorway.
"You're back. I tried calling, texting, I left messages. You can't just run off like that __(y/n)__. You could get hurt." He sternly stated, guiding me to the bathroom while talking.
"I had to get space, clear my head, stop being angry before we could talk about this."
"Take a bath, I'll be waiting when you get out."
Doing as he said, I stripped, settled down in the tub, and tried to let my anger wash away with the soap...
**
"It's not that I have a problem with the whole situation, I have a problem with the way you handled it" Feeling his presence by the door, I slipped on my nightgown and turned to face him.
"Also how I feel like I'm the addition to the relationship instead of the girlfriend. Especially because these random girls get more attention than I do." I stated, not letting him get a word in until I was done.
He stepped into the bathroom and put his arms around me so I couldn't move away.
"You never said anything about this before. I didn't even know you had a problem with any of this because you never said anything to me. Why didn't you say something?" He questioned.
I paused, trying to get my thoughts together to sound rational.
"....to be honest with you? I didn't think you would take me seriously. I haven't felt like I, myself, am enough for you. I don't understand why you want to bring another girl into this relationship."
He looked at me and let out a little sigh.
"I know what I like, and that's what I like. I want to watch you pleasure another girl. I want you to watch me pleasure another girl. That's it. I don't want to leave, I know what I want. I want you. I love you. If I didn't...I wouldn't be here, I'm not trying to make you feel insecure or make you second guess anything about our relationship. I just want us to have some fun."
To be continued....
