In between depression and hope

MASK THAT I WORE

Next morning I woke up with my puffy eyes and tired soul 

,I entered in bathroom  get in cold shower though weather is quite cold but my inside weather is more fierce so cold shower is something that is old habit of mine clam me down every time and yea my puffy eyes also cured by bliss of cold shower and after getting ready 

,I looked in my closet some dress ,hoodies ,shorts a I pick up a hoody sapphire color one and  and  maybe I am gonna be ok with this .

                                         I walk down and found my family  having perfect family time I turn to corner oh Waite I forgot to put my mask .............to show that I am not  ,to proud on that I never have ........love  and .......I am done 

, I turn around and walk toward table  "Good morning every one"  I said and sit next to my siblings I am glad that at least they are normal much more than me I am happy  for that at least they are not under the rule of hell life asking and begging every drop of heaven  that I need every day that I hope for every day and that what I aim for .

"O ..h good morning  honey  "finally dad replies  

 as nobody notice me up till this point they looked at me and I pass the only smile I have ...............FAKE one they all smile back and started eating while I sit their playing with my food   after putting few bites I put it back 

" Ok I am Lea....... "I stop at my tracks as I found no body was interest in listening to literally no body I grab my bag and silently walk out of table and start walking to the door way I open the  door and walk out where cold breeze  welcome me  and  smell of  flower made me believe that  when there's nothing there is still is something to live for  I smiled after along time a real one.

       I speed up my  walking and on  time I reach to the collage yea I know I am still living  with  my parents though I should be living on my on  but yea that is my life  suddenly I was push to dark corner and ..............................................

I lower my head .

On time cause right after a second a punch blew on the locker  and trust me when I said it was tough so it was 

But who did it 

I looked up and here he was 

Great all stories have girls bully why I have to deal with guys

"Nerd look cute today " he exclaimed

"You would to if only you brush your teeth and hair "I laughed at his face 

"So courageous do you know I can send you to hell by converting your life into one" he replied

I wanna laughed at his stupid face ..........

I mean how come you can make some one life a hell when it already is 

I looked around wow audience are here 

"O no thanks it would be better if you leave your own self their you know just one do favor for all of us" I replied calmly everyone laughed 

"You Bi......" yes before he could complete sentence I slap him hard

Silent 

long silent

At last painful silent 

I just discovered it while ago that there only fittest and toughest survive

After my own friends turn back on me including ......him

I walk out of hallway quietly as there was no word to speak for

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YEA YEAH I KNOW CHAPTHER ARE SHOORT BUT DONT WORRY I WILL WRITE ONCE IN A WHILE SO THAT S A GOOD NEWS I GUESS HOPE YOU GUYS ARE OK