Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?
"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I...
"Why are you crying?" "Cause I'm not normal" "Here, eat some Doritos, they always make me happy" ***** The one where Luke's always eating Doritos, but Ashton never seems to be eating anything #8- Lashton Trigger Warning: anorexia, self harm, abuse, rape- please please be careful when you read this
5 Seconds of Summer are a few shows away from the end of the Where We Are tour back in 2014. Next, they're going to be selling out concerts, playing in stadiums, and living their dreams even more than they are currently. But just because things are wonderful on the outside, doesn't mean things are scratch-free under t...
"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irw...
Luke Hemmings is on the football team and is very popular among his fellow students. He is smart, but he has his flaws. He doesn't associate often with people who he finds to be 'lower' than him; this being based on social status. Ashton Irwin loves attention. He likes to start drama, and this makes him less liked a...
Ashton Irwin is the "weird boy" of the school, only having one friend When he gets paired with the jock of the school, Luke Hemmings, for a project, they get closer Side ship: Malum Trigger Warning: Abuse and Anorexia started: 5-11-20 finished: 7-7-20 highest: #1 in Lashton 🥳 #5 in Malum 🥳 ...
“Shh sweetheart, no talking: you know the rules.” 1. No talking 2. No lights 3. No kissing 4. No face-to-face 5. No names Yeah I know the rules. No this, no that. No love.
Luke Hemmings was in love with Ashton Irwin. But there are a few problems. One, Ashton was 17 and a senior and Luke was 15 and a sophomore. Two, Luke's best friend Calum is Ashton's younger brother, and Luke's older brother Michael is Ashton's best friend. Finally, Luke is very feminine and Ashton is exactly the oppos...
Ich rettete ihm sein Leben, doch er sagte nicht einmal 'danke'. 2014 ©malumsbitxh
after all ashton is only human and he bleeds when he falls down and he crashes and he breaks down ~possible triggering in this book~ ©bitxh5sos 2014
Ashton was a quiet kid, he kept everything to himself. He had no friends but lots of internet friends.His best online friend was Michael. They both played lots of video games and video chat. Also Ashton had a suicidal account on tumblr. He didn't tell a single soul not even to his best friend. Luke was outgoing and ve...
The thing is, Ashton just keeps on breaking Luke's heart. {The Giving Tree reinterpretation}
Ashton is broken. He's falling to pieces. Luke will do anything to put him back together again. (SEQUEL WILL BE COMING SOON)
SHORT STORY What if your love for a band mate and brother pushes you into unknown territory? What if your love stretches beyond a platonic relationship? What if your mind overthinks the 'what if's' enough to drive you crazy? Cause who would love a guy with the band's logo carved into his skin like some twisted kind of...
» "Engel können Fliegen..." Flüsterte er zu mir und sprang... « ☹☺︎☹☺︎☹☺︎☹☺︎☺︎☺︎☹☺︎☹☺︎☹ [WARNUNG! GESCHICHTE ENTHÄLT STARK DEPRESSIVE UND (HOMO)SEXUELLE INHALTE.] *Enthält Malum* Alle Rechte Vorbehalten : © Punpey , Copyright 2014 ( Geschichte Angefangen: 30. Juli. 2014 --- Geschichte Beendet: - ) #152 in Fanfiction...
Luke Hemmings. Popular, pretty, smart, sweet..And on top of all of that.. A self-harming, suicidal, depressed, anorexic Nervous, scared, insecure. Everything he hates is himself. But looks are deceiving. And it will take a miracle or a mistake to find out. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate
Ashton's bullied all the time. Luke, is well, his bully. Ashton is openly gay, and Luke, he's straighter than a board. He calls Ashton names. Like stupid, cutter, suicidal, and freak. So many more are included. Ashton, does hurt himself. Luke has embarrassed Ashton about cutting and burning himself. But will he be oka...
"and if I show you my dark side, will you still hold me tonight?" he became my small obsession. he became my first real crush. he became everything to me. I became his only friend. I became his shoulder to cry on. I became the only person he trusted with his darkest secret. [short story] Warning: may contain triggerin...
Ashton was broken completely. His life wasn't normal. To most people like you, Ashton Irwin had an amazing life, touring the world with his three band mates, money to burn and three best friends. His life was perfect, but there was a lot behind closed doors that no one saw. Too much hate to handle, two dead parents. M...
Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while bu...
he was the happiest person i knew key word: was (this was originally called razors )
"I want to die." "Me too, Luke. Me too." --- You were just a little too late. I touched your fingers on my way down, falling faster than I fell for you. --- Based on the song "Stop" by Dalton Rapattoni TW!
This was made centuries ago. Okay, last year, but my writing has improved so if you want to read some cringey shit read this lol. "Why am I such a Fuck up?" "You're not," "If I wasn't the love of my life would love me back!" He didn't know what to do anymore, it seems as everything's gone down the fucking drain for hi...
5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?
