somebody else // phan

i don't want your body but i hate to think about you with somebody else ; sequel to a change of heart ; copyright © 2018

please don't break my heart

[complete] dhizzle : can i call u mine? amazingphil : ugh ; 2009!phan ; copyright © 2018

a change of heart // phan

[complete] finding a girl who is equally pretty won't be hard ; copyright © 2017

wrong number !! phan

"wrong number." says a familiar voice. (a/n look sis i wrote this when i was a dumbass kid and like 15 years old. this shit is tough. i romanized depression and suicide and honestly i'm a dumbass bitch ass whore. i'm toxic and feel free to cancel me. (but please dont i'm a different person now) and yeah this has trigg...

{on hold} colors//phan sequel.

baby seasons change but people don't .. or do they ? phan au highly procrastinated sequel to blue & brown heyyimtrash - December 22 , 2016

brown//phan au.

phil always read about brown eyed boys, but he never thought he'd find his own. ShyArtist!Dan and Muse!Phil blue // phan au in Phil's pov heyyimtrash 2016

ways to conquer depression

simmer down

blue//phan au.

he had never liked the color blue, until the boy with blue eyes moved in. ShyArtist!Dan and Muse!Phil short story ; phil's pov is up ; SEQUEL IS FINALLY PUBLISHED ALSO heyyimtrash // 2016 sentence by sentence completed may 14 , 2017

Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan

It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...

Outcast ✧ Phan

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

love me // phan

he looks me in the eye. C O M P L E T E

nyctophilia | phan

{{ part two of psychedelia }} It's been two years since Dan moved out of the apartment to go to a rehabilitation centre, and in that space of time he's heard nothing from Phil. Not even a "hello." Dan's scared that Phil's moved on and forgotten about him, and since they both stopped vlogging Dan doesn't know what's ha...

psychedelia | phan

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

" FAKE " ! PHAN ( ON HOLD ! )

IN WHICH A GUY NAMED OLIVER IS USING PHIL'S PICTURES AND DAN FALLS FOR HIS TRAP

Muse - Phan (Dan and Phil fanfiction)

Highschool au Dan's POV COMPLETE - Phil is the new boy at Dan's school. He's so mysterious and captivating, and no matter how hard Dan tries to ignore him, Phil keeps popping up everywhere. And Dan can't help but feel like everything Phil does and is is worth a song, a story, a painting. Anything. But Dan is no good...

arms // {phan}

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

headspace ; phan

dan howell liked space, and in phil's eyes he saw galaxies. phil lester liked nature, maybe dan could paint him flowers. [spaceboy!dan x plantboy!phil]

nightmares//phan

Dan has nightmares, Phil doesn't dream.

nostalgic memories//phan

childhood fades and it's time for change. - dan and phil have grown up together, practically joined at the hip since day one. but life is one big boulder, a boulder that can split two people apart forever. - from the point of view of dan. no trigger warnings, just a whole lotta fluff and angst.

twitter // phan

[complete] i want to be there so you don't have to be brave ; copyright © 2017

fuckboy ✧ phan

fuckboy!phil x innocent!dan tw: slight mentions of abuse/depression

the love club

i'm sitting pretty on the throne there's nothing more i want except to be alone. + or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. trigger warnings for • coarse language • alcohol and drug references • physical and verbal abuse • sexual sce...

kiss me through the phone

dan howell sent you a chat request I had two choices, either accept it or deny it.

Colorful | Phan | Completed

"Reason number one not to fall in love with Phil Lester, he speaks in colors." ~ Dan Howell is in his last year of high school when, thanks to a bet, he is forced to prove to his friend how easy it is to not fall in love with somebody who cares for the stars more than he cares for himself. Who's crazy plans always see...

deja vu | phan DISCONTINUED

whenever phil touches someone for the first time, he sees into the time he touches them for the last time he'll ever touch them. so to speak, phil can see into the future. touristlester© 2016-17

" NUDES " ! PHAN

@PLANTBOYLESTER - HEY NUDES? @SPACEBOYHOWELL - WHAT IS A NUDE? ;;; [started; nov. 14, 2016] [ended; dec. 19, 2016]

emotions (phan)

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

tears - phan AU❁ (EDITING)

first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.