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  • Unspeakable - Phan
    112K 4.7K 22

    Dan Howell, a 17 year old boy. A mute. Diagnosed with severe anxiety, paranoia and depression. Anti-social. This bot meets Phi Lester, a happy, excitable boy, who loves to talk. But, Phil is new to the school. He doesn't know who are good and who are bad. Phil and Dan meet once, and maybe for the last time. But Phil m...

  • Quiet | phan
    85.6K 4.8K 11

    It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

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  • I won't try to be fake
    77.8K 3K 19

    Phanfiction :3 Dan and Phil meet properly when Phil is transferred to a new school. Will their secrets be revealed and will they fall in love? ;)

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  • Depression~Phan
    8.4K 117 29

    where Phil is depressed and Dan tries to make him smile.

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  • dear insecurities [phan-completed]
    48.8K 3.5K 12

    "we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

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  • Nope. (Phan)
    172K 8.7K 54

    *text fic* **mentions of depression, anxiety, suicide, and swearing** Also the majority of this is text, so I'm not going to worry about spelling or grammar errors

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  • Why I have trust issues: phan
    111K 5K 26

    Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other tri...

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
    156K 7.1K 24

    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • Everything's An Illusion // Phan
    20.1K 843 20

    Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...

  • Sweater Weather (Phan AU)
    19K 631 5

    Pastel!Dan expresses his feelings towards Punk!Phil through sweaters. (A series of one shots which connect together but can be read separately)

  • kisses ✎ phan
    397K 14.6K 34

    [COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

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  • control ;; phan
    222K 16.1K 42

    "goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

    Completed   Mature
  • gasoline ;; phan
    9.5K 439 5

    [SEQUEL TO CONTROL] "you can't wake up, phil, this isn't a dream!"

    Mature
  • public fear ☹ phan
    51.4K 2.9K 17

    "Do you know those cartoons where people have a little devil and a little angel on their shoulder?" "Yeah?" "That's exactly what I have." ~ trigger warning(s): mentions of; pills, panic attacks, good/bad personas <3

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • arms // {phan}
    892K 35.3K 18

    Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

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  • Depressed | Phan {EDITING}
    297K 13.6K 41

    "Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...

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