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  • Becoming Bad Again
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    Everyone knows the story about how Ashton Irwin used to cut before his band mates befriended him and helped him to stop, right? Well, what happens when he starts to fall again, but this time no one is there to catch him? Can he get better on his own or will he just fall deeper than before?

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  • Suicidal ➵ Larry Stylinson
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    "Why do you want to kill yourself?" Harry asked cautiously, watching as Louis' frown slowly turned into a grin. "Why don't you want to kill yourself?" He asked, tilting his head to the side and watching Harry's reaction. Harry took a deep breath before answering, "So I can live." Louis laughed, "I want to kill mysel...

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  • Hidden Scars (Larry Stylinson AU)
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    "Your hidden scars will heal only if you expose them to the bandaid." WARNINGS: depression, self harm. (honest note: minor grammatical errors here and there, sorry) All Rights Reserved © 2014 StrongxLarry

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  • Cry Cut Hide Repeat [Larry Stylinson]
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    Book 1 in the CCHR Series WARNING: Self Harm--May Be Triggering Harry Styles is messed up. There's no other way to put it. He's hopelessly in love with someone he can't have. Someone who is taken. His best friend. He spends most of his waking hours thinking of him. Scratch that.. ALL his waking hours thinking of h...

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  • Turn Off The Dark (Frerard)
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    Frerard. Self-destructive love. One is a screw-up, and one is far beyond it. Can they survive?

  • Cemetery Drive (Frerard)
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    [one shot + full story now in development] Being an 18 year old high school senior is hard. It's even worse when you're Frank Iero, immutable punk kid feared by at least three quarters of the student body, persecuted by teachers and downtrodden by anyone brave enough. To top it off, too socially moronic to be able to...

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  • Stay Alive. || joshler AU
    216 8 6

    "Tyler, stay alive. at least another day." . . . . . . . . (trigger warnings: eating disorders, self harm, suicidal thoughts/attempts)

  • Chipped Nail Polish (Lashton)
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    [Short Story] Where Luke wears nail polish and picks at it when he's nervous to deal with his anxiety. Ashton happens to make him very anxious.

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  • oreo // lashton
    2.9M 114K 41

    5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

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  • Folie à Deux (Frerard)
    3M 107K 41

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  • Dying on the inside || Lashton
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    Ashton Irwin, the drummer for 5sos, needs help. He's been dying inside for too long, but nobody knows. He doesn't know where to turn. Falling back into old habits, he self harms. Luke is the first to notice Ashton's need for help. He comforts him, and helps him. But Luke doesn't realize Ashton falls for him, and they...

  • SAFETY PIN || AFI
    524 54 12

    WARNING! TRIGGERING! Contains: mature language/content, and self- harm "Let me be your Safety Pin." "You would be the only one holding me together, making sure I don't finally rip, but I still won't be together again." /// Ashton Irwin fanfic /// My first actual book so don't be mad if it's shitty! Lmao be my friend...

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  • the final cut • lashton
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    "and if I show you my dark side, will you still hold me tonight?" he became my small obsession. he became my first real crush. he became everything to me. I became his only friend. I became his shoulder to cry on. I became the only person he trusted with his darkest secret. [short story] Warning: may contain triggerin...

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  • Lifeless (lashton: completed)
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    After the accident, Luke never felt his arms or legs again, but Ashton knew how to make him feel love in his heart. - trigger warnings; suicidal themes and actions, mentions of an eating disorder and abuse.

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  • To My Horror
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    Sequel to Broken. Chester and Mike have been together for nearly a year after the last story. Chester's still hurt but Mike had been trying to pick up the pieces. When Mike makes a huge mistake that causes him to lose Chester, he doesn't know whether to be happy he doesn't have to deal with his problems anymore or gui...

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  • I'll Protect You
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    Chester Bennington is a shy and soft-spoken 17 year old boy. He lives with his abusive brother and is bullied everyday at school. He's the loner and freak of the school. With zero friends Chester keeps to himself which has led down a dangerous path. Mike Shinoda is the mysterious, cool guy of the school. No one know...

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  • Over and Over (Lashton)
    1M 34.7K 40

    Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the fa...

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  • CLEAN - A.F.I
    287 6 3

    "Shit" I mumble as blood pours from my wrist. The open wound burns as tears from my eyes fall onto them. And no I wasnt crying cause it hurt. Yea it hurt like hell. But that's irrelevant I was crying cause I just broke a promise to the one who made me stop. The one and only; Luke Hemmings.

  • Unloved ~ Lashton Hemwin - Book Two ✔️
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    Luke Hemmings fell in love with a boy with wavy honey colored hair and beautiful hazel eyes that shined every so brightly when he laughed. Luke Hemmings fell for a boy that was broken, more so than he ever was. Luke Hemmings fell for a boy that he came to love so deeply. Luke Hemmings fell for a boy that he couldn't s...

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  • Fix the Broken»Lashton (editing)
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    Ashton was a quiet kid, he kept everything to himself. He had no friends but lots of internet friends.His best online friend was Michael. They both played lots of video games and video chat. Also Ashton had a suicidal account on tumblr. He didn't tell a single soul not even to his best friend. Luke was outgoing and ve...

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  • Unhappy ~ Lashton Hemwin - Book One ✔
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    Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.

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  • fragile. || lashton
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    Sometimes it’s better that you don’t really have to feel anything. { copyright @stellatbhh (originally @whoanohemmo), 2014 }

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  • hated ;; septiplier
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    all sean wanted was to be loved and accepted and not bullied and hated. // triggering content ;; attempted suicide ;; self-harm ;; angst

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  • Coincidence (boyxboy)
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    Ryker, the new kid in school, meets Casper after he's been beaten up. Thanks to an art project they soon become close and both of them reveal secrets that no one else knows, family troubles, self harm and bullying. Their lives are both completely wrecked... Can they change that together and finally find... Love?

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  • Love: Fighting Depression(boyxboy)
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    This story and it's characters are basically full of my own insecurities and fears, so yeah enjoy. If you start getting anxiety because of it I am so sorry, and know that I am here for you. I understand all the pain of bull crap so many have to deal with, on top of rigorous classes and a mental disorder. Eden is your...

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  • Chasing Suicide (BXB)
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    Jude's life goal was to make people happy. People...or a person. Anyone really. He valued happiness more than anything and wanted to be able to share that if it meant possibly making someone else happy. He finally got his chance, but with Aster, the unsocial 17 year old that everyone else thought wasn't worth their t...

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  • Healing Scars
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    (BoyxBoy) Kyler is a shy gay kid. He's bullied non-stop until he meets someone who will change his life forever. Can the new kid heal his scars or push Kyler over the edge?

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  • Surviving Winter - Twenty One Pilots
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    by j0shler Tyler did not expect his experience at Eastbrooke Mental Hospital to be like this. He did not expect to meet teenagers sicker in the head than he was, yet be so full of life. He didn't even expect to make friends. But most of all, he did not expect to meet a girl that would changed his life forever, for goo...

  • Headlights - Joshler
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    by j0shler headlights. call. my. name. this whole book basically needs a trigger warning okay (alcohol, depression, self-harm, suicide). all rights reserved.

  • Save me from myself (Joshler AU)
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    Tyler is a freshman starting school, he's been bullied brutally and has switched schools many times because of it. His home life isn't that great and he's severely depressed.. That is until he meets Josh, a mild mannered punk who plays the drums that happens to be very intrigued by Tyler.