Illicit (phan)

"I'm straight!" "The only straight you are is a straight up liar." {or the one featuring punk!phil and pastel!dan} STARTED - 07/02/17 COMPLETED - 29/10/17

struggling➾ phan (complete)

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

Messenger // Phan

A mysterious boy adds Phil on Facebook, and he gets messaged everyday by the boy.

Transgender ⇢ Phan

WARNING (mentions self harm, attempted suicide, etc.) also Cursing. I was inspired by Alex_Dawson's story "Transgender" and "Call me Dan" so credits to them :) I've actually have been wanting to make a story like this for a while. So here we are! I know my writing skills aren't the best, but I hope you enjoy the sto...

Forgive Me (Phan)

"Phil... Please, don't go. I-I didn't mean it! I didn't know what I was doing!" Phil ignored me and kept walking, despite the freezing rain. I fell on my knees, crying. "Please, Phil..." Dan and Phil have been together for years. One night when he was at a party, Dan made a mistake, a big mistake. He never though Phi...

"Dear Phil..." Phanfic

Dan and Phil are two very great best friends, but what Phil doesn't know is that Dan may have feelings for him which could either end good or bad. Dan starts a live stream one day and something happens!

Bullied Boy - Phan

a story about Phil show going through a rough time at home,his parents divorced and he now lives with his dad, he's bullied at school by Dan and his gang, the worse part is that his dad is oblivious to it all, will Phil be fixed or get broke again? who knows?!

Transgender ⇼ Phan

My name is Dan, not Danielle. x Not my story!

If I Knew Then (Phan)

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

Cancer // PhanFiction (sequel to The Lying Llama)

TRIGGER WARNING OF CANCER SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION!!!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED Dan and Phil are best friends. They have been for as long as they can remember. However, one day, one diagnosis, can change someone's life.

snapchat

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

talk me down ;; phan

in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]

Cutting- A Phil Lester Imagine

Phillip Michael Lester. Dork, Idiot, but we all love him dearly. Little do his Phillions, and his girlfriend, know, he cuts. He is depressed. Phil's depression will cause problems for him and his girlfriend, You. Daniel James Howell.Sarcastic, Smart Ass, but he is not what he seems. Dan has been your best friend for y...

Oh, Phil

Dan and Phil reveal their true feelings for each other but will their romance last? Follow Dan and Phil in this story full of unfortunate events and find out if they get their happy ending. [Contains: Selfharm / eating disorder / suicidal thoughts ] If you enjoyed this story, please vote, comment and follow me for mo...

Why I have trust issues: phan

Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other tri...

Phan self harm

𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅-𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 - 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐔 [✓]

admire someone else's beauty without questioning your own. {lowercase intended}

Broken | Dan and Phil Fanfiction [COMPLETED]

Dan had lived a normal life. No good friends and no big problems but all this changes when he meets Phil. Phil was the new kid who always seemed to be happy and hyper, but was he really? Will their relationship ever be normal, because now it just seems to be broken. "...

HOW TO SAVE A LIFE//PHAN

☆MOONCHILD☆: I need help. Everything is fucked up right now. I can't do this anymore |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ☆MOONCHILD☆: I want to die. |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ◇Plantboy◇: Hey, how r u? ☆MOONCHILD☆: I am dead inside. I am sad. I am depressed. I am angry. I am anxious. |MES...

You're Driving Me Mental - Phan

Phil is the new patient at an adolescent mental health unit. A young Dan is told to keep an eye on him but apparently, not caring causing things to go down hill. Will Phil get better, for Dan, as well as himself? ~ COMPLETE ~ BOOK ONE ~

The lying llama // Phan (COMPLETED 10/12/16)

**TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc*** COMPLETED 10/12/16 Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?

Finger Paint | Phan

{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

Paint It Black (Phan fic)

Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

take it back / phan

in which dan leaves a destructive phil, only to get in an accident and lose the past year of his memory, and phil then uses this chance to right every wrong he made - to take it all back.

Sad Song (Dan and Phil)

Dan Howell. A teenage boy with depression, self harm, and a very rare disease of butterfingers. Also has an obsession with llamas. Phil Lester. A teenage boy with eyes that could make the moon jealous, has an amazing talent for making people smile when they have gone through the roughest crap ever. Also has an obsessi...

fat {Phan}

f a t Those three letters have defined Phil his whole life. But he soon discovers another three letters that just might save him... d a n

Fine || Phan

That feeling deep down in your stomach, the craving. Yeah, I've had that. But not for food or blood or lust. The emptiness achieved from not eating since Monday. That's what I craved. #414 in fanfiction lol get recked

dear dan; phan

*tw suicide, self harm, negative* I'm sorry for not being a good friend I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me most I'm so sorry (sequel to dear phil!)

NOTEBOOK • PHAN

[COMPLETED] "phil, i have cancer"

Somebody To You (Phanfiction)

Dan and Phil are best friends, or are they more? They get into a huge fight. Will they find their way back to being friends again? I'm not a native speaker I'm sorry for language mistakes