kisses ✎ phan

[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

Where Did I Go Wrong? //Phan//

Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil... Dan is bullied by a group of boys at school. Phil is one of these bullies but he sees Dan differently. *triggers listed at the top of the chapter* Updates on weekends and occasionally on Wednesdays :)

Your Petals Are My Thorns

Dan likes flowers. That's why he grows them on his thighs whenever he has forbidden thoughts about other men. When Phil comes into his life, Dan's small garden grows into a field. Prompt: Christian!Dan punish himself by cutting a flower on his leg every time he has a gay thought. He has been able to keep it low-key up...

sad face // phan

complete phil: you okay dan? dan: ;( will go through severe editing and plot changing in late january--early febuary

stutter

"say my name, dan howell"

Give Me Some Of That Bass // phan

Playing music has always been a big part of Phil's life. From the time he was five, and banging spoons against the table, to present day; seventeen years old and apart of the upcoming Alt. Rock/Everything-In-Between band, Heinous. It's an easy life to live, he's sure. Making music with his best friends, trying to avo...

Phan One Shots - jilliancares

this is a compilation of different phan oneshots of various different genres. enjoy!! ---------- also creds to @xSillyTilly (ominousdan.tumblr.com) for making the cover

Take me to church (Book 1)

A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

You're Driving Me Mental - Phan

Phil is the new patient at an adolescent mental health unit. A young Dan is told to keep an eye on him but apparently, not caring causing things to go down hill. Will Phil get better, for Dan, as well as himself? ~ COMPLETE ~ BOOK ONE ~

My Happy Little Phil | Phan (EDITING)

Dan is the school bad boy who doesn't know what love is. He doesn't feel anything but pain and wants to bury his troubles in something. And Dan's Happy Little Pill is a boy with blue eyes. But what happens when Dan develops feelings for his 'Happy Little Phil?' ~•~•~ Troye Sivan song fic TRIGGER WARNING: -Depression ...

Sinking

i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

the love club

i'm sitting pretty on the throne there's nothing more i want except to be alone. + or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. trigger warnings for • coarse language • alcohol and drug references • physical and verbal abuse • sexual sce...

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

Human - phan

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

𝔣𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔫𝔢𝔱𝔰

d.👺 is typing... d.👺: i'll put my fishnets on for you daddy ;) phil🔪: bloCked ;)

parent phan

- first, there will be a better title in the future - - second, some of these prompts are original, if they are not, ill make sure you know. - - third, if you would like to send me a prompt or idea, comment or dm me. i will credit you. i am very likely to respond as i am v lonely - - fourth, if i ever write something...

desolation (phan)

Years after his boyfriend's disappearance, Dan has been living alone, moping by himself and refusing to go out. He never gets any visitors, until one night there's a knock at his door, and he opens it to reveal someone he thought he'd never see again: his not-so-missing boyfriend, Phil Lester. Dan struggles to grasp...

make it better

when dan howell was sixteen he became a father and now with a bouncy toddler, he begins talking to youtuber amazingphil.

Illicit (phan)

"I'm straight!" "The only straight you are is a straight up liar." {or the one featuring punk!phil and pastel!dan} STARTED - 07/02/17 COMPLETED - 29/10/17