Phil Lester is a well known youtuber. He hides behind the camera, he acts the way that he wants to but he scared to be himself at school. He's popular and he's not happy like that. Dan is sweet and rarely talks. He is always afraid that somebody will hurt him so he tries to stay away from people and emotions. Dan stru...
All Dan wants to do is to break the little almost broken boy. Snap him into a million tiny pieces and crush his heart with his fist but at the same time all Dan wants to do is to cuddle him on a couch and watch cute movies. The first few chapters I wrote a while ago and seem so innocent and not as well written compare...
Camp Overfell is a two month long escape from the troubling teenage life. At least, that's what the website says. For Dan Howell, it's nothing but an excuse for his parents to get rid of him for the summer, and rightly so. Okay, so maybe he fucks up sometimes. He didn't mean to set the classroom on fire, he was just...
"i'm counting down the days to go." or in which a boy who is waiting for his life to be over may be losing to cancer, but he also saved his best friend's life and, in return, won his heart.
Dear diary... -May be a little triggering so be careful- ✔️ Completed
[COMPLETED] Holy by PVRIS songfic. you poor unfortunate soul. tw// eating disorder, religious guilt, internalised homophobia that becomes externalised (briefly), self harm, panic attacks cover art by vyles-ray on tumblr
11:11pm "I wish my my life was easier. I wish I was happy. I wish my dad wasn't so mean. I wish my mom was still alive.-" 11:12pm "-I wish Philip Michael Lester loved me back." [Dans life was horrid. But he tried not to let it show at school. Read about dans journey about him overcoming his life problems and falling...
Play it in reverse, so Connor can retract the accident that would turnover his life for the worse. Undo the present, from the day Troye starts to dwell in his past and draws a blank on Connor being his lover, the grievous event. Pace it backwards in time, because Connor wants to erase Tyler's presence from his boyfrie...
Introvert: noun A shy, reticent, and typically self-centered person. The bad part about being an introvert is that you feel like you get left out of everything but at the same time you're not sure you wanted to go out and do the thing anyway...
connor has insomnia but it's okay he'll always know troye will be there in the morning *trigger warning*
A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...
"Love was the strongest emotion of Phil and the one to be the most beautiful in his eyes. Seeing this marvel turn into something so uncomfortable was horrible to experience. But he was happy, wasn't he?" In which Dan suddenly notices how Phil starts changing. Trying to catch his best friend from falling turns out to b...
Life is in the palm of your hands Well, wrists actually. Troye and Connor live in a world where money doesn't exist, there's only a timer on your wrist counting up to the day you die. That's what you use instead of money, you can trade, pay, give, but that only starts when you turn the age of 21, Connor is already 23...
Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own
oh love and liquor make us do things we never thought we would. (depression, alcohol abuse)
Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?
"I'm hearing things Phil." "Like what?" "Like...." I paused realizing I shouldn't say it. "Like, nothing never mind." "Tell me coward!" He pushed me off my bed, kept me down with his hands, he sat on my hips, inches from my face he said, "Have you been hearing that I'm an excellent kisser? Because that's true."
Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...
TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...
"tired blue boy walks my way, holding a girl's hand, that basic bitch leaves finally, now i can steal her man" - trigger warnings: depression, physical and emotional abuse, excessive drinking, and suicidal thoughts other warnings: possible smut - based on melanie martinez's pacify her, all rights to her.
"Why are you always so sad and gloomy?" "What's so wrong with being sad?" "Everything."
Dan Howell, a 17 year old boy. A mute. Diagnosed with severe anxiety, paranoia and depression. Anti-social. This bot meets Phi Lester, a happy, excitable boy, who loves to talk. But, Phil is new to the school. He doesn't know who are good and who are bad. Phil and Dan meet once, and maybe for the last time. But Phil m...
"well, what can i say sweater boy, you and i mix as well as those damn paints on my brushes and the colors in those sunsets you love so much."
Dan cheated on Phil months ago, and Phil still can't seem to get over it. And suddenly, Phil begins to realise that he isn't good enough for Dan, and society would never accept him. Now, Dan has to prove to Phil that he is perfect just the way he is, and that he never meant to hurt him. Join Phil, as he battles schizo...
PHAN ~A broken boy on the verge of suicide. ~A ray of sunshine with a not-so perfect home life. When two unlikely forces collide, there worlds are brought together in a series of painful, blissful, joyful, and memorable moments, all significant in the journey to how they found love within reach. WARNING: There are ref...
Dan was tortured by a school bully as a child. As an adult, he still has nightmares about it. He soon finds out an astonishing secret about himself. Gah! crappy summary, sorry. Later in the story there'll be an epic battle, Shane, Joey, Pj, Chris and maybe some others. Please read, it's better than it sounds. Promise...
