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  • suicide hotline / phan
    40K 1.6K 46

    Dan's lost in a world of depression, drugs and self harm, and he's had enough. Well, that's until he meets a blue eyed boy called Phil in the most unexpected way. [COMPLETED] TRIGGER WARNING Highest rankings: #1 IN DANIEL HOWELL #9 IN AMAZINGPHIL #12 IN PHAN #7 IN DAN #1 IN PHANFICTION #335 IN DEPRESSION

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  • colors ;; phan
    48K 1.5K 12

    "well, what can i say sweater boy, you and i mix as well as those damn paints on my brushes and the colors in those sunsets you love so much."

  • KLEPTOMANIAC // PHAN
    16.7K 1.1K 22

    Dan's stolen things his whole life. He's learned to accept it, for the most part. He's banished himself from friendships, but he can't help falling for a certain charming neighbor. [SLOW UPDATES]

  • Drive // PHAN
    200K 10.4K 45

    [COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder

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  • Outcast ✧ Phan
    1.2M 60.2K 23

    Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

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  • Walls, Masks and Plaid Shirts (Book One of the 'Plaid Shirts' series)
    271K 5.9K 27

    Stiles knows, he knows what they think of him, what they say behind his back, he knows that they don't need him. The pack don't mean to, they just don't see it before it's gone to far. Can they save stiles from falling into the bottomless pit they have helped life dig for him. For story with all corrections please g...

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  • are you in love with a notion //phan
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    The aftermath of a breakup five years prior that left Dan broken and Phil never feeling more free. (tw: alcoholism, but no violence in relation) *** © Please don't repost my works on any platforms without my permission, this includes translations.

  • Where Did I Go Wrong? //Phan//
    255K 7.4K 84

    Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil... Dan is bullied by a group of boys at school. Phil is one of these bullies but he sees Dan differently. *triggers listed at the top of the chapter* Updates on weekends and occasionally on Wednesdays :)

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  • The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE]
    38.5K 2.1K 27

    "Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen t...

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  • It all started when.. | Phan ❤
    137K 6K 21

    Daniel Howell joins a new school after getting bullied. He moved to Lakewood a school in London as his parents decided to move. Second book is slowly in progress - but following it on from the same book.

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  • silence ; phan
    14.3K 840 36

    Daniel Howell; deaf since birth, but nobody knows. He can speak and he can read peoples lips, but he can't let anyone know the truth. //The amazing idea for this story is from KaidanSigns!!!// [COMPLETED]

  • Waiting for You // Phan
    4.5K 246 33

    Soulmate au where everyone wears a watch on their left arm that counts down the seconds until they meet their soulmate. Dan has always loved the idea of having a soulmate, but when the clock reaches zero, things don't go to plan... ----------------------------------------------------------------- "Are you ok?" "Ye-ah...

  • Depression | phan [completed]
    124K 5K 50

    Dan Howell is depressed. Phil Lester is not. Dan Howell doesn't want anyone to know. Phil Lester just wants to help. Dan Howell thinks he's alone. Phil Lester wants to be there. Dan Howell pretends he's okay. Phil Lester knows he isn't. ///// *trigger warning* and very short chapters [completed: May 9, 2016]

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  • DO RE MI | PHAN
    1.1M 59.8K 199

    phan // in which two boys who are definitely toxic for each other decide to not care

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  • emotions (phan)
    385K 25.7K 26

    "The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

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  • I'm hearing things // phan
    97.4K 2.7K 29

    "I'm hearing things Phil." "Like what?" "Like...." I paused realizing I shouldn't say it. "Like, nothing never mind." "Tell me coward!" He pushed me off my bed, kept me down with his hands, he sat on my hips, inches from my face he said, "Have you been hearing that I'm an excellent kisser? Because that's true."

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  • BLUE DOTS • PHAN
    263K 14.4K 48

    [COMPLETED] who knew a blue dot could save someone?

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  • Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)
    2.1M 71.2K 41

    Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
    156K 7.1K 24

    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • boy || phan
    351K 16.2K 30

    "I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

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  • texts from a stranger ~ phan
    150K 6.7K 30

    "happy birthday!" "who the fuck are you"

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  • Kik || Phan
    1.7M 74K 50

    "New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****

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  • Pest//phan au
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    Dan Howell has never been the most social person. He can't be touched, or else he has a major panic attack; he's cold and distant to everyone except his best friend, Cat; all he ever really does is study. One day, an unusually perky boy moves to town and becomes extremely interested in Dan. TRIGGER WARNING: panic atta...

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  • Intoxicate (phan)
    8.2K 655 8

    roll, roll, roll your joint / twist it at the ends / light it up and take a puff / now pass it to your friend {or the short story inspired by the song 'cigarettes and cush'} STARTED+COMPLETED: 01/06/17

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  • Feel Better - PHAN
    123K 5.2K 41

    Dan is sick and Phil is suffering - so what the hell are they supposed to do now?

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  • Maybe it's enough - Phan (Completed)
    293K 14.6K 20

    Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the o...

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  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
    168K 5.7K 42

    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • eclipse // phan [COMPLETED]
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    in which two boys who are polar opposites find a little thing called love. : [creds to @aestheticdimples for this sick cover !] : lowercase intended : all rights reserved to @emptybliss 2016

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • The project ~ a phan au
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    (COMPLETED)Dan is the quiet boy. Who never listens in class. Doesn't talk to anybody. And is either staring down at his desk or listening to music alone. This all changed though when there's a new boy in dan's class, Phil. Phil is the boy with the warming smile. The energetic boy. The one that can talk to anyone. But...

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