JamesCharlesBrewer
The key to what we call love always has been something so confusing when we try to explain it instead of just feeling it, and maybe that's why I always have been kinda afraid to let it go with you, I don't want to lose your company not again, not anymore. Existing beside you since that beautiful morning when I met your beautiful smile, is one of the most wonderful things that I'll be grateful to any God that can hear my prayers. And there's not any single doubt in my mind that you're the chosen one, and if by any chance it's not you I'm willing to deny it, not 'cause of a simple whim, but cause I feel you so deep inside my mind and my heart. More than just your body, more than just your beautiful smile, it's all of you that makes me complete. In my last days, I'll be thinking about something or someone and it will be you and that beautiful way you have to make me feel alive when everything feels awful. Kinda dum', kinda smart, and kinda cheesy is the way you make me feel when I'm around you when I feel you, and not just that, there are a thousand more different ways that I could be, but and the end I'm just me when I'm with you. And I really try to make a point, but sometimes it feels like words can't describe it. Really, the more I try to say it to you, the less I feel I'll be able to give you all the love you deserve in this world and the others. Or maybe I should stop trying too hard, and just love u the way I can, as hard as I can, as soft as u want, and as passionate as we are able. Love u so much honey, like you will never know, sometimes it is repetitive as this little and small letter, and sometimes it's easy like saying that I won't be the one at your side.