I Can't Love You
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Max and Josh have been in a relationship ever since freshman year of high school. Now they're seniors. It is the night before prom, and Joshua has a secret--one he's been keeping for a long, long time.
Max: I love Josh. I have for as long as I can remember. We have never had a fight. That's right. No problems. He is the best. Tonight he took me to dinner, to the mall, and now we're on the beach. He has something to tell me. I think he's going to finally take it to the next level--sex. I love him.
Josh: I love Max. I do, really. He's so loving, beautiful and just plain out amazing. I could never understand how an outgoing socialite, could ever love an outcast like me. But he does. I've felt left out my whole life, even know. He wants to go to prom with me, and he loves me so much. He doesn't know why, but... I can't ever love him.
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