Alex Standall, alone most of his life, all responsibilities fall on him. His mother doesn't even take care of him. Alex is popular. He's got some friends. But he loses his closest and best friend in a terrible accident and he takes it horribly. His world starts to crash down without notice. But it's okay. (TRIGGER WARNING: self-harm, attempted suicide-please be safe and dm me if you ever need anything) {note; yikes i wrote this book two years ago and it's absolute trash and i'm so much better at writing now,,don't recommend this}