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She didn't want to be saved but he was up for the job.

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We both had secrets, Off Limits topics, things we couldn't ask each other, issues that were, more or less, off the table. There were never any words spoken as to what exactly was Off Limits but just the barest hardening of lips and stiffness of shoulders would tell you all you needed to know.

And it was only like that sometimes. The abrupt slamming of a metal door, and behind that door, a stone wall, and further beyond that wall, a 6 inch thick bulletproof glass box and even then, placed neatly on a pedestal within that box, our tiny chest of secrets. Ash didn't yet have the key to my own, although I could feel the need to give it up becoming more... compelling.

But until that moment, Ash remained steadfast in front of me, tugging my hand and leading me further and further away from the perilous cliff edge and perhaps, towards an even more dangerous edge of his own: hope.

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There may be some triggering things such as suicide in this story. If those types of things affect you negatively, do not continue on.All Rights Reserved

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"She's right! She's right! I don't cut in the right spot." My hold tightens on my wrist. The red blood oozes out of my wrist. I slide up and grab my bag and run out of the bathroom. I don't care if people can see the blood I just want to get out. I race for the doors and shove through people. I earn a lot of glares and glances that read "weirdo." I ignore and push. I run to my house and lock myself in my bathroom. I don't bother closing the front door cause I don't care if people come in to kill me. I grab my razor and cut deep cuts into my arm and wrists falling into a pool of my own blood. • • • Evangeline has a great life. Friends? Check! Good grades? Check! Loving family? Check! But what if she has secrets that nobody knows of? What if the only thing she can trust is her secret diary? What if slowly but surly she's dying inside? How can an innocent twelve year old deal with these problems? Will she keep on facing these problem till the day she breaks. Her school burns down forcing her into a different school to meet different people and she has to fit into a different lifestyle as well. Meet Evangeline. Now at 17 years of age in a new high school. Not all girls anymore. No uniform. Meet Drake. Your classic bad-boy. He just moved to Saint Abigail high school. He is assigned partners with the quiet, calm, unnoticed Evangeline. As time progresses he finds that she isn't as happy on the inside as she is on the outside. Can he save her? Or is it too late? • • • Some rude language. Depression and cutting. Don't say I didn't warn you. Okay, I wrote this at the start of this year (may 2016) and I had very poor writing skills. This book hasn't been edited and the whole idea is cliche so I wouldn't recommend you read it but I'm not stopping you, either. Read at your own risk. • • • Copyright © 2017 by -moonlust. All rights reserved.

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