Sex had always been physical for you; never intimate or loving. Some people call you a slut...some people don't; but you don't hide the fact that you love sex and never have, but eventually it starts to run stale. No one you are with seems to be able to please you anymore. Your best friend Taehyung begs you to start dating, to try to find love but you aren't interested in the slightest. You know what men want, and for the longest time you had been giving it to them without question. But despite your denial of wanting love, you know the real reason is that you know no one could ever love you. Not after the countless men you have been with. Who would want someone so used up and ridden? You thought sleeping around for a bit of fun wouldn't hurt anyone. But once you started you never stopped, and now, to you, it was too late for love. Then out of the blue, your best friends older brother has shown you a different side to men. A kind side. A genuine side. A happy side. But do you really deserve someone so happy and kind? Shouldn't he be with someone just as pure hearted? Not someone who was ridden hard and hug to dry. No. You were not worthy of a love like his. Were you? Cover by itsbarbecue
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