Have you ever been somewhere, and wondered how you go there? You arrive in a place where you've only seen in your nightmares, and wonder why you ever set foot in that place? Someone once told me that "If you are ever in a situation that you wish you weren't in, just think of a place that you want to be in." And, his advice was golden. I used to dream of the day that I left Afghanistan, but now, I'm glad that I didn't.