Hello!, my name is Shaan and I am 15. I live in Falling hostel, Germany but I'm English. I am the most popular girl in my class and I wear loads of makeup. I have a huge ass and giant boobs. All of the guys in my class love me. Okay, no. I can't go on with all this lying!! Who wants to read a book full of crap? Here's my true story; I've been bullied since I was age six and it got really bad. I started self harm at age eleven and my life's a screw up. I tried suicide when I was twelve but my muttër caught me and now i go to counselling. (I'm sorry if I'm triggering, it gets worse so stop reading, I don't want to get you down). I've been to so many schools and I just hate my life!! But I do not want sympathy. People who pretend to go through shit are just not right, in fact, they are usually the persecutors. ... Anyway, The bullying was bad from beginning to end to be completely honest. One of my best friends gripped me around the throat during school and he was squeez