This book shows you the hole december, every day. Y/N is 23 right now and Tom 24. Both are actors and very close friends. You met Tom 4 years ago and since then you were best friends with him and Harrison. You also live in a house with Tom, Haz and Harry. 2 years ago your parents died on a plane crash and since then you didn't talked with your brother Alex. What will happen if you talk again ? Are feelings still under control ? Will Tom tell you that he feels the same way ? How far will you go ? WARNING : Suicide moments/thoughts, death, smut Hope you like it.