Well, this is an oc story. I really don't think anyone will read this but.. I decided to write on here anyway. I know I'm not a great writer so don't come for me. I'm not gonna explain any of the characters and just pop right into this. I know none of the mental states/disorders in this story are to joke about, I struggle with a few myself I'm not trying to take advantage of, or make fun of anybody with any of this disorders. *very angst, **hints of self-harm**, **hints of eating disorder**, **bullying***, **abuse*** This story is also very fluff and kind, just some moments are dark. **AND NO THE MAIN CHARACTER IS NOT BASED OFF OF HARUKA NANASE FROM FREE! IWATOBI SWIM CLUB*** <> this is also my first story don't come for me its terrible I know <>