Whenever nebu decide to leave her family at the age of 16 to be with a monk who is 50 years her senior she ends up falling in love with him. And being in love with him she find out who she truly is and what the world really is like both loving and hateful, Were there a lot of love last forever or will they be torn apart as this book may be Can be completed the story will never have an ending of it's own. This book is based on my past life but it's a work of fiction as well. This is read mature for sexual content.