A monk and his love

I love letter to my love part five

My loving Lama

I remember that one morning you were leading the meditation and I was browsing through your books and found two odd books. They were romances...strange. One was about a Hindu god and goddess who were in love with eachother and the next one was about two bodisatvas one male one female who fell in love. I snuck the books out and read them during breakfast. I spend most of the morning reading and finishing them. I fantasizes that you and were either god and goddess or two loving bodisatvas holding the books in towards my heart. I fell asleep and then later I was woken by the sound of your beautiful voice. You said that the abbot wanted you to teach me how to fight. When I heard those worlds I terrified because of the violence even though towards those who deserved it. Then you said that all nuns and monks had to defend themselves. This was painful. I threaten twist you croch if you didn't stop talking like this. I refused to move from the corner, crying. You gently took my hand and whispered to come with you. I felt dragged to your bed and put in your bed. You started to make out with me. When your tongue entered my mouth I didn't know if to bite it or let you continue. You stopped kissing and reassured me that everything was going to ok and we would do this together alone. I said that I rather peaceful and compassionate.

"There re was to fight without killing, my poppy, " you said.  I asked you about the books and that they were about his past rebirths and that your looking for your love from the past lives.

"When you walked in to this monastery, you allowing me to make love to you.... I knew you were the one and couldn't help but secretly brake my vows." You said. "Keep them" then you started to couple with me and I kissed you. I trace my tounge to the shape of your lips then kissed you. I had one arm around you while you were humping me and my other hand your hand...squeezing it.  Started to believe that I that we were ment to be over our past births.

That evening you said that he was going teach me fighting but he was going to gentle and that I had to be peaceful. You promised that we would couple after every different martial patterning.  We walked to a small courtyard where you taught me for the first time. I was clumbzy at first but your patience payed off I started being talented. But you said that there was more to master.

I pretended to fall over and did a tumblr without hurting my self. You were impressed and approach me but I was laughing. You surprised me with a kiss. And we made out until I passed out from tiredness. Then next thing i knew I woke up in the morning with you laying beside me. I stroked your head and kissed it. Your stirred and we had our morning coupling.