accismus | beomjun - r 🫐

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Reads 4,370
Votes 313
Parts 17
Time 2h 27m

accismus (n)
    - feigning disinterest in something while actually desiring it.
    
    
    
    
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    "I could hold your hand in public. Something he couldn't do."
    
    He brings his free hand to Beomgyu's cheeks, "I can wipe your tears and I can stay with you for as long as you want me to. Something he didn't have the guts to do."
    
    Yeonjun places a hand ontop of Beomgyus, playing with his fingers. "And you can actually come to me when you need someone. I think I can be way better, Beomgyu."
    
    (Beomgyu's going through the motions: he broke up with his boyfriend, let his sworn enemy (exaggerated) comfort him, and then proceeded to fall for said enemy. But, apparently that's not all.)
    
    
    
    
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    I'm excited for this one ngl. The first chapter is a sneak peek, and I'd love for ppl to just tell me if it's okay because, really, I don't even know it myself. And.. if it is okay? I might start posting more?? I guess. Maybe. Yeah. (I ended posting more obv)
    
    WARNINGS : there will be emotional abuse in this. emotional manipulation, to be specific, but it won't get physical (I think. Just pls be aware of it). Other than that, not a lot of things are .. bad? It depends. It's rarely mentioned though.
    That's all I've gotta say.
    
    PROCEED WITH CAUTION ⚠️ (I hate this story it's so...... bad. But I don't want to delete it. It's definitely not my best work)
    
    Enjoy the fic :)
    
    Started: May 19, 2022
    Published: May 21, 2022
    Ended: January 1, 2023All Rights Reserved

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accismus (n)
- feigning disinterest in something while actually desiring it.

"I could hold your hand in public. Something he couldn't do."

He brings his free hand to Beomgyu's cheeks, "I can wipe your tears and I can stay with you for as long as you want me to. Something he didn't have the guts to do."

Yeonjun places a hand ontop of Beomgyus, playing with his fingers. "And you can actually come to me when you need someone. I think I can be way better, Beomgyu."

(Beomgyu's going through the motions: he broke up with his boyfriend, let his sworn enemy (exaggerated) comfort him, and then proceeded to fall for said enemy. But, apparently that's not all.)

I'm excited for this one ngl. The first chapter is a sneak peek, and I'd love for ppl to just tell me if it's okay because, really, I don't even know it myself. And.. if it is okay? I might start posting more?? I guess. Maybe. Yeah. (I ended posting more obv)

WARNINGS : there will be emotional abuse in this. emotional manipulation, to be specific, but it won't get physical (I think. Just pls be aware of it). Other than that, not a lot of things are .. bad? It depends. It's rarely mentioned though.
That's all I've gotta say.

PROCEED WITH CAUTION ⚠️ (I hate this story it's so...... bad. But I don't want to delete it. It's definitely not my best work)

Enjoy the fic :)

Started: May 19, 2022
Published: May 21, 2022
Ended: January 1, 2023

17 parts