03/13. March 13, Sun.
to: Beomgyu
from: Yeonjun :>
Happy 15th birthday!
I know I'm giving you this letter separately from your gift I gave you (I hope you liked it, by the way. You kept nagging me about it for so long) and I hope you use it.
Beomgyu, you're 15 now. Last time I checked you were just 7 again and we're standing on a stool to look out your window. It's been so long since we've known each other and I'm so glad you accepted my friend request that one day.
I don't usually get sappy, but I do appreciate everything you've done for me and I wish you the best 15th birthday.
I have something to tell you, too. It's why I wanted to give this letter to you separately—I will give the letter to you later tomorrow, and hopefully you accept it.
I like you a lot, Beomgyu. That's all I want to say. I didn't want to say this with a lousy birthday note but I had no choice.
Have a good rest of your life, with or without me. You're the best thing that's happened in my life and I love you. Platonic or not.
I bet you're reading this in class, so don't let Kai or Soobin peek. This is confidential information >:(
Happy birthday,
Choi Yeonjun.
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Of a letter tucked in the first drawer of Yeonjuns desk, unopened. Forgotten. Unread.
Maybe one day.
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accismus | beomjun
Fiksi Penggemaraccismus (n) - feigning disinterest in something while actually desiring it. - "I could hold your hand in public. Something he couldn't do." He brings his free hand to Beomgyu's cheeks, "I can wipe your tears and I can stay with you for as long as y...