Was it really that bad?

"Was it really that bad without me?"He asks while tears forming into his eyes.

I look away, I don't look back at him after that, I won't.I hate feeling this.

"Don't you dare look at me with pity in your eyes Malfoy."I say while a single tear drops out of my eye onto the ground.

"Kat listen-"he starts before I slap him across the face.The audacity he has calling me the nickname I once loved-after what he has done to me I don't want to hear it coming out of his mouth..

I won't let him into my heart ever again.

but my hearts says I must-... to keep alive.