When i was younger, i was battling with perpetual depression to the extent that when i was seven i had developed a resting bitch face. People always either thought i was zoned out, staring and glaring down at them or they thought i was always depressed. But after bottling all these emotions up for 8 years my poker face began to crack . At first sparsely until it kept spreading, till i exploded in my last years of middle school. screw expectations, screw school . .. I'm so fucking tired I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM