The story of a girl named Alice and her abnormal process of maturing, involving certain situations and events that ultimately led to mental disorders and personality disturbances. The book aims to show how quickly or in what way someone's "colorful world" can turn black and white. In the actual book that I plan to write someday, there will also be descriptions and explanations of certain psychological reactions. The story will be quite drastic, with elements of mindfuck and moments that cause discomfort. It will start off calmly and pleasantly. It is mainly based on true events and situations from my life. Not recommended for sensitive readers. Are you ready to experience a mental hell?