A public diary of sorts.
A collection of letters to different people, some of which I could never say, some of which I hope will be found here.
Unrelated diary entries with real glimpses into my severe mental illness.
Lamentations of a childhood stolen from me in place of abuse and having to grow up too fast.
Please enjoy.
Please be kind.
Everything here is true.
I'm not a writer, don't have high expectations. This is just an emotional outlet.
All I want is to be loved and understood.
Maybe one day I can just email this page to a therapist and save myself a whole lot of talking.
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![Blood vs. Water by des0latebl00s](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/315650218-288-k149495.jpg)
Blood vs. Water
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I'm writing this about expectations my extended family has given me growing up spoken and unspoken.
Some of t...
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![Fear, Food, and Self-Loathing by des0latebl00s](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/271405728-288-k119874.jpg)
Fear, Food, and Self-Loathing
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I had a long conversation with my partner about my personality and how much I truly do hate myself and don't...
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![Servant, Maid, and the Child Parent by des0latebl00s](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/263189687-288-k411583.jpg)
Servant, Maid, and the Child Parent
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I think I'm ready to talk about my family.
I was "raised" by a narcissistic mother and her various...
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