I was in my room when my mom turned the TV on to watch her favorite plant master on youtube called "epic gardening". It was very odd for me knowing that she wants to watch some videos at this hour, but I let it slipped anyway.
I was just reading at my room with her plant care tips tutorial running in my background, as I read further, I heard the guy saying
"its okay to break its root especially when the plant is so forgiving"
a sudden pause I got there and I suddenly felt like im attacked - and so I started thinking of how unforgiving I am, of how I grow weak when the love someone planted took its root and leave my realm.
not that I hold grudges, but simply how important one's existence in my life for me. They grew roots and hold my soil in-tacked and impossible to be washed by flood, I nourished them and let myself be held by them and one day they will leave.
How painful it is to see my part be broken, with one visible hole called emptiness.
—Arcane
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