one of my closest friend said that I am full of layers, at some point I dont exactly know what she means so I just laugh it out, later today when I ran out of energy to scroll my social media , I had time for myself and her line echoed as if she wants me to hear it again.
and so I started contemplating about myself then I realized that its so easy for them to draw near to me, they come at me as if I am the right end to their magnet and so as my introverted and not so sociable self cast them away, yet they come back and persuaded me.
as days goes by my layers are getting softer, showing lots of emotions than before, I showed vulnerability but I guess what I have is too much so they choose to slip away.
They would rather see my heart broken, because its much easier to run away.
When all is well someday, I hope to shred another layer and hopefully someone will stay.
-Arcane
ps. thank you awex for the words of wisdom!
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