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I hyperventilate I look around the bathroom scared then I hear a knock and hear honey say gently "bella open the door". I walk to the door and opens it honey asks concerned "what happened why did you run off like that"? I gulp I open my mouth to blurt out everything but I see bee leaning against the doorway I have a flashback of what he said to me before he bolted and left.

He kneels down in front of me and says "if you tell anyone about this I will torture them and make you watch until they die". My flashback ends I say quickly "I got scared I thought he looked like someone that I used to know that's all". He hugs me and says "I understand I'm sorry I should've introduced you to him before bringing you to meet him in person".

I say feeling guilty for lying "it's alright". Honey looks at bee and says "this is the lovely Bella I was telling you about sir the one that gets scared an-". Bee cuts him off and says "the one that got abused and rambles about stuff". I look at honey he looks like he wants to get mad and rip his head off but he plasters a fake smile and nods.

Bee walks to me I back up I look at honey he looks at me confused he puts his hand out for me to shake but I cower to the floor and shrieks in fear. Honey runs over to me he asks concerned "hey hey hey what's going on"? I hug him and cry in his shoulder he hugs me back standing up we stand there hugging each other while bee stands there and stares. Honey puts his hand on my head and rubs it he says "it's ok he won't hurt you".

I stay there not letting go of Honey he sighs and says "may you wait outside I have to see what's going on". He nods and leaves honey picks me up by grabbing my legs he wraps them around his waist I quickly lift my head up, my heart flutters and says feeling guilty "I can stand please put me down". He says "I know you can stand I just wanna have you closer to me and I wanna know what is going on".

I huff in sadness and says lying to him "I'm just scared he reminds me of someone and I can't put my finger on it". He walks over to the chair he sits down I unravel my legs he holds me tighter to where I'm straddling him I say uncomfortable "uhhh your ummm having me on you". He smiles warmly and says in a low voice "I know".

My heart flutters at the sound of his voice he tilts his head cutely and says "I promise nothing will ever hurt you, you need to trust me". I look at his green soft sparkling eyes I nod and says "alright". He puts his hand on my head and says "lay on me". I get taken back and asks "what"? He chuckles lightly and says "lay on me".

I say "no it's fine I'll just lay in bed". I begin to get up but gets quickly put back down by his gripped hands on my waist I look at him blushing he says "I want you on me". My eyes widen and I feel my core heat up and my face turns red I hurry up and lay on his chest in defeat quickly so he doesn't see my reaction towards him, he lifts one hand off my waist and puts it on my head and starts playing with my hair I close my eyes at the feeling of comfort and warmth.

He says tightening his grip on my waist and twirling strands of my hair "your mine now". My eyes open I gulp and asks "how am I yours"? He clenches his jaw his grip tightens to where he hurts me I shriek in pain I lift my head up he lets go of me he says "sorry". I say "your mad at me I get it but I'm not yours". I snap my fingers and adds on "just like that I don't even know you".

He looks at me and says "I get it so what want me to get you flowers and ask you out and I have to have permission to touch you now, is that how you want me to be". I don't say anything I put my head down feeling guilty he put his finger on my chin and brings my head up he asks "is that how you want it"? I say "no". Not knowing what else to say he huffs in frustration and says "alright listen I got to go I'll come back when I'm done".

I nod and gets off him I stand up I walk to the bed and sits down he stands up he puts his suit straight and says "I'll be back". I nod not looking at him he then says "words bella". I say "ok". He then leaves I sit there thinking about why he does a personality switch one minute he's caring and the next he acts like he knows it all and wants to just use me or get into my pants.

I shake my head back and fourth in embarrassment as my cheeks blush thinking about how he is in bed I continue to shake my head to get it out of my head but it doesn't my eyes widen then I smirk thinking about him pulling my hair, squeezing every inch of my body, his tongue exploring every inch,  and giving me pleasure with his every touch. I stop thinking about it when I feel a presence I look up at the doorway and sees trois I smile and says "hi".

He smiles back and says "well hi you look happy". I look away feeling heat on my cheeks and in my core I say "yeah ummm just a little". I feel the heat go away I look up at him and sees trois tilting his head I wonder why they do that and why there so frickin cute doing it. He says "more like your in love". I quickly look at him with my smile disappearing I say "I don't know if it's love trust me I know what love feels like".

Trois nods his head walking into the room and sitting down in the chair in the corner of the room I ask "what"? He leans down in the chair looking at me he says "the love you felt was abuse and you felt like you could change a man from abusing you to loving you let me tell you, you can't change a person if they want to change they will change for you if they truly love you". I look away and looks at the wall thinking about Aki.

Trois asks "what you thinking about"? I snap out of it I look at Trois I fake smile and says "nothing just wondering about what I would be doing if I wasn't here". He nods and says "well you would probably be hurt more then what we found you like". I nod and say "yeah probably". Trois gets up he says "well I'll see you later get rest". I nod and says "I will". He walks out and leaves I sit on the bed wondering about what bee and honey are doing I shiver at the thought of bee in the same room as me.

I shake the thought out I stand up I walk to a suitcase I zip it open and pulls out a picture of me and my family at a beach, me standing with my parents while my sister is petting a dolphin with my brother and sister. I examine the picture and say out loud "I miss all of you I wished this never happened and I wished I would've helped you Casey". I sniffle I look at the picture some more and sees a man that I never knew with my brother and every time I would ask my family they never tell me about the person.

I shake it off seeing it isn't important to know about a dude that no one will tell you about I put the picture back in my suitcase I move some of my clothes over I grab my little purse I put it on the side of me.

I zip the suitcase back up I stand up I grab the bag I sit on the bed I open it up I pour the bag into my hand. Jewelry comes out there's two necklaces, nine rings, and two bracelets I huff and remembers the five rings my mom gave me for each of my birthday the other four was from my brother for each day he came home from the military the two bracelets my dad gave me for two of the Christmases we had.

One of the necklaces my sister gave me for my first job I ever got and the other necklace is what Aki got me it has a heart diamond on it with black jewels on it I put the rest of my jewelry in the bag and puts it aside of me. I hold the necklace in my hands sad because of all the good times we had I begin to cry thinking about why he changed or why he didn't love me anymore.

I stop crying visioning the bad things he's done I sniffle I grip the necklace wanting to break it but I stop when I see a person leaning against the doorway I quickly look up and sees a face I didn't want to see nor talk to

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I stop crying visioning the bad things he's done I sniffle I grip the necklace wanting to break it but I stop when I see a person leaning against the doorway I quickly look up and sees a face I didn't want to see nor talk to.

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