The Japanese Mafia

A night to remember

I look at him and says "yeah I would love to". He grabs my hand we walk to the dance floor he puts his hand on my lower back he grabs my right hand I put my hand on his shoulder and intertwined my hand in with his we start waltzing feeling tingles with every swift move. I break the silence and asks "who was that"? Honey looks in my eyes and says "a man that doesn't treat women right why". I shrug and says "you acted like you knew him that's all".

He looks away into the crowd while dancing and says "he used to do the same thing with my last relationship Emica until I got really p(bleep)ed off and stopped him from hurting her". I ask realizing why he acts the way he does "so is that why your always anxious when a guy or someone is around me"? He smiles and says "something like that yes". He looks at me and says "your adorable I don't know why a person would ever treat you any less".

I shrug again and says "maybe it's because of my past I dont know". He then twirls me around leaving my fingers to twirl with his he then brings me back to him by putting his hand on my back putting me closer to him feeling his chain on his suit and smelling his strong rich cologne. I look up at him feeling like my heart is gonna explode he looks at me and says softly and low "I promise nothing will ever hurt you as long as your with me". My eyes tear up I say "I'll be right back".

He looks confused and asks "why"? I say "I have to go please". He huffs and let's go I then run into the bathroom crying once I opened the door I go into a stall I sit on the toilet and cry thinking about the memory of aki saying the same thing. 10 minutes later I stop crying I come out and looks in the mirror, I grab a paper towel, and wipes my face with warm water I sniffle and say to myself "you need to move on you have someone willing to help you so let him". I nod my head while looking down in the sink and my hands on the front of the sink gripping it.

I turn around I open the door and jumps when I see honey in front of me I say having my hand on my chest scared "Jesus you scared me"! He walks in, pass me I turn around closing and locking the door so no one comes in and see him in here I walk to him and asks "what's wrong"? He punches the bathroom wall and says angrily "f(beep)ing people and there God d(beep)n comments". I ask scared and concerned "what happened"? I put my hand down to my side he looks at me and says "a guy thought I was giving you away like a prostitute when I said no I wasn't he said that she could be a good one to break her in I just left because if I didn't I would've made a scene".

I walk to him I take his hand I see he has bruises and blood on his knuckles I say rubbing my thumb over them "you should stop hitting everything you see look at what your doing". He raises his hand I take mine off his he looks at his hand and says "that is how I get my anger out". I nod and says "well you scare me when you get mad". He puts his hand on my chin he cups it and says "teach me to be gentle I've done told you to when I brought you here so teach me". I smile softly and says "ok I will".

He smiles and says softly "I am sorry if I hurt you or I made you feel less of a person". I look down to the ground and says "no you didn't". He chuckles and says "really I beg to differ". I look up feeling guilty and says "I have to tell you something". He says leaning against the sink "tell me away". I blurt out not caring anymore what he thinks "I LIKE YOU"! I close my eyes scared of what will happen next thing I feel is arms going around me and smelling strong cologne.

I open my eyes seeing yellow eyes looking at me he smiles softly my eyebrows raise up and says "I didn't know you were going to be happy about it". He chuckles softly and says "I'm not like other guys I'm happy you like me I knew deep down you did you just had to admit it". He inhales then exhales softly I put my head on his chest and says "sorry I have been acting the way I have I'm so used to the past that it ju-". He must of heard me start to cry because he cuts me off and says "sh sh sh sh sh I know I know".

My eyes close feeling love for the first time in ages I smile against his chest knowing he's different and I might love him. His arms get tighter around me I just stand there laying on his chest feeling like nothing can hurt me then honey breaks the silence asking "do you love me"? I open my eyes thinking about it I feel a warmth going in my heart and tingles go through my body like someone shocked me I look at him and asks "what if I am"? He says "nothing will happen I won't hurt you I just wanna know are you".

I say scared "yes". He smiles at me and says "see it's not hard your alright". I smile slightly and says "I'm being a child I know this I'm just used to my past". He exhales sharply he puts his hand on my head he puts my head on his chest and his jaw on the top of my head saying "I know I just want you too know that I don't care if you take your time with everything I just want you too feel comfortable". I hug him and says "ok thank you". He says pulling me tighter to him "your welcome amai pai". Translation: Sweetie pie.

Five minutes has passed I smile slightly knowing he doesn't wanna let go I say "honey you realize were in the bathroom right". He says sounding tired and wants to sleep right there "hmmmm". I giggle and says "come on we had enough fun let's go". He lets go of me I look up letting go of him he smiles at me and asks "are we together"? I smile and says feeling like nothing will go wrong "yes we are". He holds my hand I hold his we walk to the door I unlock it he opens it we walk out.

We walk through the crowds of people we soon exit the ball we walk into the hall and to the doors where we entered earlier we walk out we get faced with the people and flashes again we walk on the red carpet to the vehicle. Once we got to the vehicle he opened the door he let go of my hand while I got in he closes my door he goes on his side opening his door he gets in and closes his door.

He looks at me I look at him we both smile at each other he asks "so what you wanna do tomorrow"? I say not knowing "I don't know what do you have in mind". He says "how about we stay in bed tomorrow". I giggle and says "if you want then ok". I yawn getting tired I lay my head back tearing from the gaze between us next thing I hear is the seat belt being undone and his body shifting over to me.

I raise my head off the rest and asks groggy "what you doing"? He puts his arm around my neck and says "lay on me". I smile I lay on his chest feeling warmth in my heart he then gets closer to me he unbuckles my belt he picks me up he puts me on his lap. I smile and put my head in the crook of his neck feeling safe and thinking what a night I had and that I will never forget with that I fall asleep.