Diary Of A Normal Girl (Kian Lawley/Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 3

When I wake up, I don't wake up nicely. I feel a sharp sharp pain in my chest and it stings and burns and I open my eyes to find something very gross and not nice. A knife. And its all bloody and gross. I look over and my door is open and my phone is smashed on the floor. Oh god. I hear walking up the stairs outside. I look out the window and the guys car is there. Ricky is the one walking up the stairs. I scream.

"RICKY!" I scream. He runs up the rest of the stairs. He sees me clutching my chest with the knife in it. He looks shocked and screams for the rest of the guys. They run upstairs and see me. I whimper in pain and pull the knife out and clutch my chest more.

Ricky picks me up and carries me to the car. I think we drive to the hospital but I black out the second I get in the car. 

When I wake up I don't feel any pain. I feel dizzy and light headed though. I open my eyes and am blinded by the hospital lights. I look at my chest and there are stitch lines I can see. I see the boys all sitting in chairs outside and my eyes fill up with tears. I should of never messed with their lives. The nurse walks in the room with a cop.

"Do you know how this happened?" The cop asks.

"I dont. I woke up and the knife was in my chest. My phone was smashed on the floor. Then I heard walking up the stairs and it was Ricky. So I screamed for Ricky and well, here I am." I say.

"Do you have any clue who might of done it?" The cop asks.

"No. Not at all. I just moved here and the only people I have met are these boys. I know they wouldn't do that. Maybe a crazed fan?" I ask.

"Maybe. Well, we are going to need to search your house if you don't mind." The cop asks.

"I don't mind. Go ahead. Can I leave now?" I ask the nurse.

"Yep." She says. I get up and my stomach hurts. I walk out into the hallway and the boys are waiting for me. I see tears in Kian's and Ricky's eyes. That makes the tears already in my eyes almost spill over. I avoid any of the guys eyes. Ricky comes over to me and links his arm around my waist to walk me walk. My crutches are back home. I do not want to go back there. 

"Guys can I spend the night?" I ask in the smallest voice I have left.

"Yeah. You are not being alone anymore." Ricky says. 

"This hurts really bad." I whisper to Ricky as we go outside. The boys are in front of us now.  Ricky and I sit in the back with Sam and Jc. Conner drives and Kian is in shotgun.  I wonder how he feels. Since I have my head against Ricky's shoulder and he has his arm around my waist. I close my eyes and get ready to just fall asleep. But ya that doesn't happen. I hear screaming and then we crash. I feel really dizzy and I open my eyes. I crawl out of the car. I find Ricky's phone on the ground. I pick it up and dial 911. They pick up as soon as it rings.

"Hello what is your emergency?" They ask.

"I just got into a car crash." I say. I give them our address and they come. Ricky wakes up and so does Sam and Jc. They crawl out and hold me as tears finally spill out of my eyes. Kian and Conner don't wake up. The hospital comes and gets Kian and Conner and we sit in the back. Ricky and Jc and Sam try to get me to stop crying but its no use. I just pull my knees to my chest and put my arms around my knees and cry my heart out. We get to the hospital and get out of the truck. My eyes sting with sadness. Me, Ricky, Sam, and Jc are forced to stay in the waiting room. I sit in the couch in the corner. Ricky comes and sits next to me. He puts his arm around me as I cry and cry and cry. he nurse walks in.

"I am sorry, but your friends have to stay the night and you guys can't stay here." She says. I roll my eyes and stand up. We walk out and Ricky takes his phone from me. He calls someone.