Diary Of A Normal Girl (Kian Lawley/Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 4

I sit in the little closet under the stairs. There is blankets and books in there. Little Harry Potter closet. Lol. This must be Conner's closet. I grab his blanket and book and start reading. Then Conner comes in.

"What are you doing?" He ask. 

"I kind of got kissed and I kind of ran away." I say.

"Come on. Kian is like really mad." He says. He grabs my arm and pulls me out of the closet. He pushes me up the stairs and pushes me in Kian's room. Then he locks the door behind me. 

"What do you want?" He asks, turning away from his computer to face me.

"I wanted to say I am sorry." I say.

"For what?" He asks.

"For running away like that." I say.

"Yeah WHY did you do that?" He asks.

"Because you're my first kiss." I say.

"What?" He asks.

"You heard me." I say.

"Well...then..." He says.

"What so now you think I am weird because of it?" I say, now angry at him. Wait, why am I angry at Kian? Why? Who in their right mind would ever be mad at him.

"No...your just so innocent....I am afraid to touch you now." Kian says, running his hand through his hair. 

"I'm not that innocent...." I say.

"What do you mean?" He asks. 

"I mean what I said. I have gotten in trouble with the cops, I have broken a lot of laws.." I say laughing.

"Kian , but about earlier, I really am sorry." I say. He hugs me again. 

"It's fine. You had a reason to run away." He says.

"Kay I am going downstairs if Conner lets us out." I say.

"He won't, I texted him." Kian says.

"He wants to play the hard way huh?" I ask. I walk over to Kian's window and open it. I climb onto the roof.

"What are you doing?" Kian asks, climbing out after me. I walk out to the edge and jump. I hear Kian screaming my name as I fall....into the pool. He jumps after. We start dying laughing and then we get out. We walk inside the house and we see Conner. He jumps at the sight of us.

"How did you guys get out?" He asks.

"Alaska got a bright idea. Then we jumped off the roof." Kian says. I run over to Conner and hug him because I am soaked. He screams like a little girl. I laugh so hard that I fall on the floor. Kian helps me up. I go upstairs and raid Kian's closet. He comes in while I grab some clothes.

"My clothes I see?" He asks.

"Shut up their comfy." I say, grabbing his sweatpants, t-shirt and sweatshirt. I go in his bathroom, close the door, get changed, and open the door. Kian is sitting on his bed in new clothes. I don't know why but I really like him I guess.

"Come here." I say.

"Why?" He asks.

"I want a hug." I say, looking at the ground. Kian gets up and walks over to me. He wraps his arms around me. He holds me tight for a few seconds but then lets go. I look down at the ground and smile.

"KIAN, ALASKA, GET DOWN HERE." Conner yells. We go downstairs and there is a guest here. I know him..Oh no..my best friend from my past life and also my boyfriend....What am I supposed to do? Nothing. Play it cool. Well its Christian Colllin's so? I haven't moved on, and I just died a week ago, so why would he move on?