Diary Of A Normal Girl (Kian Lawley/Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 5

"Hi, my name is Kian Lawley. This is my perfect and beautiful girlfriend. Andrea." He says. The video goes on. I drop my phone on the floor and sink down to my knees crying. Ricky calls someone on his phone. Then after a little time, he hangs up.

"Sam, Jc, Trevor, and Conner are coming over. We are watching movies and eating food, no crying. Just hanging out." Ricky says, wrapping his arms around me and hugging me. I cry silently into his chest. Then there is a knock my on door. I get off Ricky and sit on my bed. I wipe my eyes, which makes them really red. Dang it. The guys come it, and look at me. They all come and sit with me. In about 2 seconds, they all have their arms around me. I get out, and pick up my phone. The livestream continues and Kian is walking downstairs. He yells for the guys.

"Great. They all left me for that weird ugly girl Alaska. I seriously don't get why anyone even likes her. Hahaha." Is what he says. Ricky takes out his phone and calls Kian. He leaves the room, but we are listening to the livestream. 

"Dude I didn't mean it." Kian says.

"Seriously, I didn't." Kian says.

"I don't care." kian says, and hangs up the phone.

"Turns out, I made a girl cry and I called her perfect and I kissed her and she is watching this and I just called her ugly and stupid and weird and I never meant it, but tough luck people, I have a girlfriend." He says, looking down at the ground. I throw my phone across the room and lay back on my bed. Conner tries dragging me off, but he gives up and picks me up bridal style. 

"Conner, careful there bub." I say in a Mainer accent. He laughs and sets me on my feet, leaving me standing there. 

"All right. Enough emotions people." Jc says.

"Dude, we all have feelings." Sam says.

"Its ok we all love you Alaska." Ricky says.

"Dude, ew affection." I say. I sit on the bed next to Sam and Ricky. Honestly, Ricky is like my brother. If he were to ever need me, I would be there for him. I love this guys. I liked Kian but not anymore.  I need to find someone else. 

"MOVIE TIMEEEEEE!" Sam says. Honestly, I find Sam funny but I am really disappointed in him. He smokes and he is going to get cancer and die and his fans won't be happy. Neither will I. Ricky puts in 22 Jump Street and then ten minutes into the movie there is a knock on my door.

"I will get it." I say, getting off the bed, and currently I was laying in between Sam and Ricky, and had my head on Ricky's shoulder. I go into the living room, where it is dark, and scary, and open the door. Kian is standing there in tears. I roll my eyes and yell for Ricky.

"What?" he asks, then sees Kian.

"Dude, knock off the crying, she is over you." Ricky says, slinging his arm around my shoulder.

"So are you two a thing now?" Kian asks.

"Yes." I say before Ricky can deny it. Ricky nods and Kian turns around and walks away. I shut the door.

"Sorry i had to think of an excuse." I say.

"Its ok." He says, patting my head. We go back over to the bed and sit down. I lay back where I was, with my head on Ricky's shoulder, secretly wishing it was Kian's. 

When I wake up, I wake up because of a nightmare. I was being brutally killed over and over and over and I couldn't take it. I feel tears running down my face. I stop crying and look at the clock. 2 am. Nice. New record for waking up. I am sick of all these nightmares. I look down at my hands and see one hand in Ricky's hand. I didn't expect that. I slip my hand out and lay back down. I set my head on Ricky's chest.