Diary Of A Normal Girl (Kian Lawley/Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 12

A/N- Just saying, this is a long chaper 

"I can show you have mature I can be." Kian says, flipping over and pinning me on my bed. He leans down and kisses my forehead, then my cheek, then my other cheek, and then my nose. Finally he gets to my lips. He grabs my wrists and pins then to the bed. He leans down and kisses me.....You know where that goes, dont you? I will spare the details. 

After "that" was over, Kian was laying next to me shirtless, and I just had his shirt and some shorts of Kian's. I roll over to face Kian. 

"Kian...." I say.

"Yes beautiful?" He asks.

"Don't ever leave me......" I mumble.

"I will never leave you I promise. By the way, my shirt looks amazing on you." Kian says running a hand through his hair.

"KiKi it's late can we finally sleep?" I ask.

"So I am KiKi now?" Kian asks.

"You were always KiKi." I say, poking his nose. 

"Fine then you are babe." He says 

"I have to tell you something." I say.

"What is it?" He asks. 

"Before I left for here.......I told Matt that I loved him." I sigh.

"Do you still love him?" He asks me.

"Thats the thing....I do." I say. Kian stands up and grabs his clothes. 

"Where are you going?" I ask.

"Back to my house." He tells me. He climbs out. I really screwed up this time. Great going Alaska. Great going. I pick up my phone and dial Kian's number.

"Hello?" He asks.

"Kian." I say.

"Listen Alaska, I don't want to hear it. You are in love with him. Not me, him." He says, hanging up. I chuck my phone at the wall after hanging up. I go on twitter on my laptop and check Kian's twitter. Oh god. He just tweeted.

-I guess relationships always end badly.

Seriously? Whatever we had was over? I am done. I am seriously done. I pick up my phone and call my mom.

"Hello hunny?" She asks.

"Mom is it ok if I go out tonight?" I ask.

"To where?" She asks.

"To my friend Kian's." I lie.

"Ok, love you." She says, hanging up.

Now time to find somewhere I can be. GIA! SHE LIVES DOWN THE STREET! In case your wondering, Gia is my only friend in Cali. I go through my closet and find a pair of high waisted black shorts, a black tank top, and a black light jacket that doesn't zip up. I get my black vans on and go downstairs to grab my penny board out of a box. I go outside and the guys are coming outside. Conner runs over to me because he sees how I was crying. I flip him off and continue to ride my penny board down the street. When I get to Gia's house, I try to open the door, buts its locked. ThenI go to the back of the house and climb up to her balcony and open her window. I climb in and Gia is sitting there laughing her butt off. 

"Sup?" I ask, sitting on her bed and laying down.

"Watching YouNow." She says in a ratchet voice.

"Gurl you know thats our thang." I say in an even ratchetier voice.

"Come on then. I have popcorn." She laughs. We sit on her bed for hours and hours until someone rings her doorbell.

"That would be my boyfriend." Gia says, getting up to go get the door. She walks in with Kian and Ricky. So she is dating Ricky. Wow. Small town. Or state. I get up and get out her window.