“i told her hyuck.”
donghyuck raises a brow looking at his candian friend from his couch. “you’re serious? you’re hard to believe sometimes lee.” mark nodded his head. “how surprising, you owned up. so how’s johnny? have you talked to him since then?” mark shook his head, “no. he hasn’t texted me in a while to be honest. should i text him?” mark asked concerned. donghyuck shook his head.
“no, why would you do that? you admitted what you had to admit. this is johnny’s problem now.” donghyuck retorted back to mark. “if anything wait for him to text you instead. then you can talk it out then.” mark shrugged, as he flopped onto his bed. “it’s just johnny is my best friend, i don’t wanna lose him. you know how much i care about him.”
“if you care about him that much, then why won’t you just admit that you like him?” donghyuck suddenly shot at him. mark turned his head at his friends words. what was up with everyone telling him that he liked his best friend?
"i don't like johnny. why does everyone keep saying that?" mark said frustrated. donghyuck scoffed, "because it's true. you know it, i know it, jaehyun knows it, shit who knows your mom probably knows too. it's so fucking obvious mark. stop lying and and actually admit the god damn truth." he scolded. mark simply rolled his eyes.
"i don't though, we're literally just friends. just because i take his clothes, text him 24/7, hang out with him whenever we can, know his favorite foods, or whatever doesn't mean i like hi-" mark was about to finish but stopped in his words. "wait."
"exactly. don't stop talking now canada boy." donghyuck smirked. "you were just about to admit that you have a crush on him, weren't you?" mark shook his head. "no, i don't..." mark whispered to himself. donghyuck laughed at mark, as he swung his arm around his shoulder.
"you like him mark."
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and so it seemed donghyuck was right. mark really, really, liked johnny.
mark swore he hated donghyuck for convincing him. but now what was he to do? deny his undying feelings for the elder once more like he did in the past? he didn't even know the current status of him and nari's relationship. he had no idea what to do, and was stuck on it. mark hadn't had any relationships in the past, so this was new to him.
"i can't believe i fucking like him. what do i do now? mark asked him self as he rolled around in his bed frustrated and upset. he hated that he lied to himself for this long. johnny was his best friend for so many years, and mark was afraid that he would mess this up. he didn't even know what happened after he told nari about their kiss.
johnny hadn't texted him in days, and it was killing mark. to some it seemed like nothing, but to mark it was like eternity. eternity without his best friend, and it hurt like hell. mark didn't want to reach out though, in fear that johnny might get angry at him and scold him and try to end their friendship. and mark didn't even wanna think about that.
mark was freaking out. he had no idea, no sense of direction in any of this. thank god no one knew besides donghyuck— well that may not be completely true. donghyuck was always right, and it pissed mark off for sure. but it wasn't something he couldn't handle. the only thing he wouldn't be able to handle, was his emotions for his best friend.
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just finished class :p
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