HISCLOTHES

CHAPTER 11: CONFESS 2 ME.

mark sat underneath a bench as he watched the cherry blossom petals fall slowly on the ground. he was waiting for johnny. he texted the older boy, wanting to meet up after their last encounter- which didn't go well to say the least. mark wanted to talk things out, settle everything in the dust.

he hadn’t talked to the elder in weeks after they kissed. he wasn’t sure what to say after that. he kissed his best friend, knowing he had a girlfriend. he didn’t even know if johnny was still seeing nari after what happened. why did it matter to him anyway? it was his fault.

mark stood up as he saw johnny walking towards him, with a black mask. he was dressed nicely, in beige-colored jeans and a navy and white striped sweater. mark took a deep breath, feeling his heart rate increase. he wasn’t sure if he should confess his feelings, he wanted to hear out johnny first.

johnny then walked up to him, standing in front and taking off his mask. mark felt he was awfully close. his expression was blank and emotionless. he looked like he had makeup, covering up his little blemishes. mark didn’t know what to even say or do. “hi mark.” johnny spoke to him nonchalant.

“hi hyung.” mark said with a shakey tone. “i know you’re probably mad at me, which is understandable. hyung i’m so sorry— about everything, for kissing you, for this mess that i’ve created. i hope you know that i cherish our friendship so much and i don’t want to lose you as a friend—“

johnny cut him off before mark spoke anymore. “mark do you know why i agreed to meet you here in the first place?” he questioned. mark shook his head. “mark, me and nari are over. she dumped me, and i couldn’t care less. she’s none of our concern now if that’s what you’re worried about.”

mark’s eyes widened at those words. “what do you mean? you and nari were made for each other, she even said that you told her that you said you loved her. i don’t understand, if you’re just saying this to make me feel better you don’t have to hyung— just please tell me you won’t leave—”

before mark could finish, he felt johnny pull him in by the waist and smash his lips onto the younger’s. mark resisted at first, but soon found himself melting in johnny's embrace wrapping his arms around his neck as he stood on his tippy-toes to reach the elder’s taller height.

johnny was the first to let go. mark stared at him with doe-like eyes as he tried to look at johnny with a concerned expression. “mark, what everyone has been saying— that i like you, well they’re right. i never loved nari, i was lying to myself. and mark, i promise i will never leave you..."”

mark couldn’t utter a word as it seemed like johnny was begging for him. “mark, please, please just tell me you feel the same. tell me that you want me the way i want you, whatever me and nari had wasn’t real— but when i’m with you i know it is. please, mark. i want you so bad… so fucking bad.”

“johnny are you sure about this? i mean i like you too but… isn’t this too soon?” mark asked worriedly. “i’ll wait mark, i’ll wait until you’re ready. i want to be with you mark, and that’s final. i don’t care how long it takes— i just want to call you mine and hold you in my arms and be with you.” he stressed.

mark couldn’t believe what was going on. but he knew when johnny wasn’t lying, and this time he could see in his eyes he was telling the truth. mark took a deep breath as he kissed him again and smiling in the end at the elder with tears in his eyes at how truthful and real johnny was being.

“i’d love to be called yours.”

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goodbye the original of this chapter got deleted but i hope u guys like this one instead