HISCLOTHES

CHAPTER 9: NO I DON'T!

"now why would you assume that?" johnny suddenly raised his voice at nari. "nari, i have done so much for you, how could you say that? all i ever did is love you! that's all i fucking did, i fucking loved you!" johnny exclaimed

nari scoffed, "you loved me? then why would you do such a thing, and not even telling me? your fucking best friend tells me? it's clear what position we're in right now johnny! you like mark! just admit it!" she started to cry.

"you don't love me," nari sniffled, wiping tears from her face. "you think you do, you think that i'm your everything, your world, but i'm not... let's face it johnny, you like mark. i'm just a distraction to you compared to him..."

"now why would you say that? nari, i love you and only you.." johnny said coming close, but nari backed away from his tall figure. "just look at it johnny," nari began. "you talk to him all the time, more than me i bet."

"you give him your clothes constantly, whether it's a t-shirt, an old pair of sneakers, a god damn hat for fuck's sake! you always hangout with him whenever you can, text him all the time, isn't it fucking obvious?" nari spat.

"that doesn't mean anything—" johnny tried to detest. "yes, it DOES!" nari cut him off once more. "you may not see it, but i assure you— everyone else does! including me! i tried to tell myself, 'no, he doesn't like mark', but that's a lie!"

"you like fucking mark, johnny. stop fucking lying to yourself and man the hell up just like jaehyun tells you all the god damn time! our relationship is done. i'm done with this shit johnny, i'm fucking done." nari snapped, walking out.

nari slammed johnny's door, walking out fuming. and all johnny did was stand there, trying to understand.

did he like mark?

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"i like mark." johnny said to himself.

johnny couldn't sleep all night due to what happened to nari. he isn't gonna lie, he cried. a lot. but, it's the natural process of relationships— am i right? johnny was a complete mess. a really huge fucking mess if you ask me.

after him and nari's blowout argument, he realized everyone was right. he liked mark, and more than just a friend— he really liked mark. more than you would ever think. now, johnny just had to figure out if mark felt the same.

he had no doubt, it was obvious that mark had some type of connection towards the elder. he might've not show it emotionally, but he showed it damn well physically. johnny needed to confess to mark, that was his first step.

one problem though, he didn't know how.

the way nari and him ended up was through a date, and there wasn't any formal confession. he just asked her to become his girlfriend after their 30th date. but this was different, this was his best friend. not just some crush he had.

johnny was unsure how he would even bring the whole thing up, plus mark was the one who mentioned their drunken kiss at the party. what was he supposed to say, 'i like you after we kissed'? no, that would just be cocky.

johnny was very much fucked. not physically obviously, but emotionally. he liked mark, and now this would be the one thing killing him until he let it out to someone. not only that, what would his friends say? what would happen?

johnny was going nuts, he had no idea who to talk to, to call, or who to even see. he was losing his absolute shit at this point, and johnny needed to figure out something soon.

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A/N:

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