Y/n pov
So it's been two weeks since I've been home and my moms been home from work since it's December and she does work from home
I haven't seen mattia since the last time I was at his house but we still text and call it's just we don't see each other in person and plus he's busy with important family stuff that's going on
I haven't seen the boys in like 2 day we still hang out and I'm gonna hang with ale today since Kai is busy with buying us Christmas presents
I still have to go shopping tho
But anyway
I graduate soon and I'm scared but not because I have my friends but we start college on January 20th but besides college rn i have other stuff to do
I meet up with ale at 3:00 today and it's already like 2:00
I've been ready all day since 10:00
I decided to text mattia because I miss him as usual
Y/n
Hi mattia
Mattia
Hi :)
Y/n
I miss youu
Mattia
I miss you too I'm not busy so you wanna come over?
Y/n
Actually yes what time?
Mattia
4:00 okay?
Y/n
Yes I'll see you later
Read 2:30
So that means I have to cancel plans with ale which I feel bad for but I really miss mattia
I call ale and he picks up, I tell ale mattia wants to hang and I have to cancel plans with him and he understood because he knows I haven't seen him in awhile
Mattias POV
So I haven't seen y/n in a while and miss her but the thing is I liked about being busy...i jsut haven't been myself lately I've been unmotivated and I just don't feel like myself in general...
But anyway besides that I just got out the shower and I put on a black tank and sweats it was 3:30 already so I just laid in bed and wait till she gets here
I get a text from alli she's a girl I been talking to for like almost 3 weeks now she's supper cool and really pretty we're just friends for now but who knows what the future holds
Y/s pov
It was 3:50 so I started driving to his house
It was fifteen minutes later and I got to his house and it was 4:15, I went to his door and knocked
His mom opened the door
Mm: hey y/n
She leans in and gives me a hug
I hug back ofc
We walk in the house she closes the door
Mm: where have you been it's been a couple of weeks I missed you
Y/n: well mattia told be you guys were busy and I didn't want to intrude
Mm: wym we haven't been busy everything has been pretty boring and settle
Y/n: oh well then I'm gonna go down to his room I'll talk to you later
I smile
Mm:ofc sweetheart
I walk down his stairs and I see him laying there asleep
I walk over to his bed and sit on the edge of his bed and I caress his cheek and admire him for a second
I shook him for a little and he rubbed his eyes and woke up
M:hey
He gets up and hugs me
Y/n:you smell good
Mattia giggles
M:thank you
As he separated from the hug he put a piece of hair behind my ear
M:I've missed you
Y/n I've miss you to a lot actually
I didn't wanna bring up the fact he lied to me so I kept it to myself plus it's not that important anyway
M: imma go pee okay
Y/N:okay
He was in the bathroom and he got a iMessage text from a girl....named alli
The message said " heyyy wyd I just got back from shopping I missed talking to youu "
Well there's definitely that. kinda hurts but it's okay ig, again not rlly important nor my business
Mattia come out the bathroom and grabs his phone and I'm guessing reply's to the girls text
M:soo how has it been without me?
Y/n:very lonely and boring
M:seems like it you can't live without me
Y/n:yeah ik
M:but since your here can I talk to you about something?
Y/N: yeah sure what's wrong?
He sits next to me on the bed
M:so I only want to talk to you about this because we're really close and you've been through it before....but um i just wanna say sorry because I lied about being busy with family stuff...I lied because I haven't been feeling my self lately and I hate it I hate myself plus all the hate form social media my dad and mom being disappointed in me and the boys because i gave up on my dreams a-and I-
He starts stuttering a little and tearing up
I hug him and he hugs me back
Y/n:mattia....I love you so much I WILL always be here for you
He looks up and me
I wipe his tears
M:I love you
He leans in and kisses me I kiss back
But I think what even are we......
(A/n imma update tm to Lmao)
