Y/ns pov
I woke up from my nap I took like a half an hour nap and I walk downstairs and I only see mattia and he was sitting on the couch but he was on FaceTime with someone I get a little closer and see that he was on FaceTime with that devin girl...
Y:hey mattia. I put on a fake smile
M: hey. He's said dryly
I sit next to mattia and lay my head on his shoulder but he moves to where my head wasn't on him.
I feel Idk like he just don't wanna be with me or around me rn... so I just go to the bathroom to take a breather cause I felt like crying.
I went to the bath room and locked the door and I looked in the mirror and just let it out.
All I was thinking is that I'm not good enough for anybody Mattia, my mom and dad I cover my mouth so mattia doesn't hear me.
Like a minute after mattia comes to the door and knocks.
M:hey y/n are you okay you been In there for a good minute.... hello?
I hold back the crying noise and get my shit tg real quick.
Y:uh yeah I'm good I'll be right out
M:are you sure?
Y:yeah yeah I'm fine.
With that I wipe the tears and tear stains off my face and put eye drops in my eyes and I put myself tg and act normal as possible.
I open the bathroom door and I walk to the living room but I didn't see mattia he either left or somewhere in the house who knows
I walk to my room and open the door and see mattia laying in my bed on his phone
Y: Oh hey
M: hey
I lay dome on my bed but I don't get too close to mattia cause of earlier so I didn't think he would wanna cuddle I then get on my phone and scroll through tik tok
Mattia then turns his phone off and rolls over to me and cuddles me I go stiff because I was hurt from earlier I think he noticed I went stiff
M:why you so stiff, you okay?
Y:yeah I'm okay. I say still looking at my phone
M:look at me
I ignore him.
M:y/n look at am please
I turn my head towards his
Y:what
M:have you been crying?
Y: no.
M:just tell me have you been crying
Y: fine, yes why?
M:why were you crying for?
Y: idek
M:come on you know
Y:okay, it's because you were on the phone with Devin and being dry and didn't wanna touch me and I'm sensitive so idk....
M:oh, baby it's okay I love you I'm sorry I won't do it again okay.
Y: okay I love you too baby.
If your wondering why we say I love you it's because we said I love you before we got tg so it's Normal.
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