*5 more months later*
Y/n pov
I was laying in bed tired because I got 4 hours of sleep because my head was killing me all night.
Vinnie hasn't called me all day, and yesterday he left me on read or delivered idk what his problem is.
I got a text form Kai, basically he was asking to hang I didn't have the energy but I was trying to Motivate my self more since we'll ya know
I told my mom about it and she took me to get tested for it and it turns out I have depression and my mom is constantly out of town so she isn't here for me and honestly I don't think she cares either
But me and mattia made our relationship better were as close as we used to be and me and Kai and plus ale were like family
I get ready and I put in a pair of jeans and a hoodie and put my slides on and brush and leave my hair down and I grab my car keys and head out the door
I pull up to kais house and see mattias parents car but no kais parents car there prob out on vacation they usually go around this time Kai told me
I get out the car and I walk in and I see the boys playing on the game
Y: hey guys
M:hey y/n. He smiles at me
I smile back and sit next to him since he's not playing
M:wanna go up stairs it's to loud and annoying
Y:yeah sure
We walked up stairs and sat on kais bed
M:so how have you been
Y:i been good
M: yeah sure "good"
Y: stop okay
Mattia was the only one who knew about my depression
M:mattia smiled. Mmm how bout no
Mattia and I stared play fighting and he wouldn't stipe tickling me
*hours later*
Mattia was going home but offered me to stay but I declined the offer since I did actually have to go home and clean up the house a little, then Vinnie called me.
*on the phone*
Y:hey?
V:uh hi, could I come over
Y:yeah sure when
V:like tn, rn
Y:uh yeah lemme know when your here
V:I'll be there in like 5
Y:okay
*end of call*
Vinnie got here and we sat on the couch
V:so uhh I needa tell you something
Y.yeah what is it?
V:we need to brake up....
I felt my hear break again.... I felt like I loved him.... I thought he loved me maybe every thing was going good
V:I just don't think you're mentally stable ya know and ready for a relationship
I was getting ready to cry.
Y:uh yeah your right your right I do need time. I give an awkward smile
Me and vinnie talk about it for another 2 minutes and he leave.
As soon as Vinnie leaves I break down how could he leave just like that..... I almost fell in love well said I loved you... he thinks it better to leave some at there worst but it's not it just makes it ten time worse..
I call mattia crying and he said he would come get me and I could stay with him for a couple of days so to pack clothes and self care stuff so I did
I wait for mattia on my porch and I see him pull up and I walk up to the car and get in
M:hey look I'm sorry okay you got me and the boys forever
I smile at him, we get to his house and I lay on his bed tired but I get up to change clothes I put on shorts and a tee shirt
I lay back down and mattia comes out the bathroom and turns the lights off and lays next to me and hugs me I turn around and snuggle into his chest I want too cry but I'm too tired.....
(A/n y'all I wanna write another book but like I already have the idea planned out should I or no lemme know but at the same time I think I'm bad a writing this story already so yeah lmaoo)
