Y/n POV
It's been weeks and Olivia and mattia have gotten closer. Olivia even told the whole group that she likes mattia we didn't say much cause it's not our place. me and mattia still Have a really strong friendship. but,I feel like at times Olivia gets jealous cause me and mattia are so close. And I still have strong feelings for mattia..
Mattias POV
It's been weeks And me and Olivia have gotten closer and I have strong feelings for her and Im planning on asking her out. And the boys know I like her
*back to y/ns pov*
I was at home laying in bed watching Netflix until I got a call from Kai. I answered of course
(Y= y/n)
Y: hey Kai wussup
K: hey I was wondering if you wanna hang with all of us today?
Y:uhh. I hesitated for a sec. "sure when tho"
K: at four today is that ok?
Y:yeah sure see ya
K:bye
After I hung up on Kai I got ready cause it was already almost three when I was done I did my hair and did my skin care since I haven't done anything today. Once I was done it was 3:30 so i decided to go get something to eat, so I drove to Chick-fil-A when I pulled in to the parking lot I seen mattia so I was happy I could join him until I seen Olivia walk up to the table. I sit in the car and debate if I should go in or not while I'm sitting there all I see is them laughing and look like there having a good time but I am hungry so I went in.
When I Walked in there they didn't notice me. after i ordered and got my food I went to look for a table luckily I found one , five minutes into eating mattia walks by me but didn't notice me he then turns around and walks up to me
M:hey y/n I didn't know you were here
Y: yep. I say nodding my head awkwardly. "I seen you were here with Olivia"
M:oh yeah I need to talk to you about me and her is that ok?
Y:sure what is it. I say putting a waffle fries in my mouth
M:well me and Olivia are finally together. Mattia says smiling
At that moment I wanted to cry but I held it in cause I'm good at hiding my emotions.
Y:omg I'm so happy for you. I say fake smiling
M:thanks, uh well I'll See you later at kairis right?
Y:yeah, see ya
Mattia walked away,i didn't even have my appetite anymore so I just threw my food away and Walked out once I got tot car I didn't see mattia or Olivia so I let it all out, I started crying. I cried for a good 30 minutes once I was done I realized it was 4:30 so had to go.
Once I got to kais I parked in his driveway and Cleaned my self up and got out and walked to the door I knocked and ale answered the door
A:hey- . He examines my eyes. "Have you been crying?"
Y:no. I say as I walk past him to kais room once I get in I see Olivia and mattia cuddling while Kai is sitting on his phone.
K:hey y/n
Y:hey
Ale then walks in and he looks annoyed i think I made him mad so went and sat by him.
Y:hey ale, listen if I made you mad I'm sorry
A:no you didn't make me mad it's not you. Ale then points his eyes towards mattia and Olivia
Y:ohh
A:yeah, do you know about them?
Y:uhh..yeah..
A:is that why you were crying?
Y:umm y-yeah
A:I'm sorry I know you like him
Y:yeah it's ok
Ale and me and Kai make tik toks while mattia and Olivia make their own i was low key sad and jealous but I had to stop. We posted the tik toks and Olivia got some hate but not a lot. We then started talking and chilling with each other me mattia still acted like usual best friends ale and Kai went to make some pizza while me mattia and Olivia stayed upstairs.
Mattia and Olivia keep flirting and I just stayed on my phone until mattia got up and went downstairs. And it was just me and Olivia, me and her never really talk we talked maybe like 5 times and that was about it.
O:hey
Y:hi
O:so like you don't like mattia do you ?
I laughed a little.
O:I'm being serious here
Y:no why?
O:idk I feel like you like him and would get in the way to be honest cause your a "Girl bestfriend"
Y:I would never get in the way. I say slightly offended
O:well you couldn't anyway you not pretty enough no offense and your just not ya know good enough for him
Y:yeah your right. I say kinda hurt but also mad
That really hurt my feelings I'm already insecure enough. she got a text from mattia Saying the pizza is done she tells me and then leaves the room.
As soon as she leaves I start crying because I was told I'm not "good enough". I have been in kais room probably about 15 minutes. Then the door opens. Mattia walks in
M:hey y/n-hey hey are you ok. He walks over and sits next to me as he noticed me crying
Y:I'm fine it's ok
M:no your not tell me what's wrong
Y:nothing's wrong
M:there something come on
Y:fine! Your girlfriend that's what!
M: wait what do you mean!
Y:your girlfriend basically told me that I wasn't good enough!
M:Liv would never Ik your lying!
Is he fucking kidding me rn.
Y:I- are you being serious rn !
M:then what happened ?!
Y: she asked if I liked you, and you know what maybe I do and it hurts because your dating someone so ruthless and cold and basic !
M:really ! I don't really believe you if I'm being honest
Y:so your taking her side and not mine after I done been here for you before she ever has !!
M:well if you don't agree on who I date and support it then walk out !!
By this time I had tears in my eyes.
Y:I'm scared to lose you because you have my heart and if I lose you, I lose myself !
I say with tears in my eyes and walk out of the room.
K:hey y/n- he says but I slam the door and
Leave.
(A/n so umm yeah)
