Y/ns pov
Today is the day we leave for college and ngl I'm low key nervous but excited i gues I really don't know
I woke up at like 8:00 just to get my things packed and once I got finished it was about around 10:45
When I got finished I got ready for the day and I didn't really feel like getting to dressed up so I just put on a t shirt and a pair of jeans
I went downstairs and my mom was out grocery shopping for me so I have food in my dorm I appreciate it a lot since I got like a mini fridge
I grab a banana and walk into my living room and I sit on the couch and I scroll through Insta and I posted a couple of pics of me and the boys talking about how we're gonna miss being in high school and all blah blah
I read the comments and liked and replied to some of them
I was really bored
I decided to text mattia and see what he is up to since really he's my best friend and the sad part is I still fucking love him after what he did
I know I know I'm so stupid and yeah I know that but he was basically my first love and it's really hard to just get "over" that ya know
I mean we've hooked up like 2 times and since then we've just been bestfriends i guess
And sometimes I question if he maybe still has feelings for me like that or he either lost them a while ago
It really makes me over think but i have to push it aside i guess for now
Y/n
Heyy wyd
Mattia
Nothing just sitting here rlly wydd
Y/n
Same, I'm just really boreddd wanna hangg?
Mattia
Yeah sure do you wanna come here or?
Y/n
Yeah sure haven't been there inna minute
I decided to call my mom and let her know I will be going to mattias and that I love her. I put my shoes on and I grab my keys and I leave.
On my way to mattias when my dad called started to call me, I answer it of course
(Yd=y/n dad)
Y:hello?
Yd:hey kiddo
Y:hey dad
Yd:I wanted to call and congratulate you on graduating and see how your doing
Y:well I'm doing good, how are you
Yd: I'm doing good now since you're little sister was born she's so precious you gotta see her some time, and I gotta ask something?
Y:yeah what is it?
Yd:whenever you have the time could you maybe come down to la and visit ya know I want you to meet your sister and stepmom since you didn't make it to the wedding
Y:yeah I'll think about it, since I'm just starting college and all
Yd:yeah ofc
There was a moment of silence
Yd:well I gotta go kiddo love you talk to you later
