Y/n pov
Me and Vinnie have been doing really good and I'm happy but not...
What I mean is I'm falling back into depression and idk why I feel so worthless and have this feeling in my chest and I just wanna die...I'm not happy anymore so hopefully it doesn't take a toll in my life
But vinnie stayed over again and he was sleeping and it was 10:00 in the morning and i was still awake I been up all night
Just thinking about things.....
Mattias pov
Me and dev were doing good and I like her and all but I think I really messed up im catching feels for y/n again... idek there's something about y/n like my love for her can't go away and I lost her because of me my fault and I'm so dumb for it...
Vinnie pov
Me and y/n are doing really good and tm will 4 months with her and I'm happy she's mine cause like damn ain't she fine and she such an amazing person in general
Y/n pov
Me and vinnie are gonna hit four months tg tm and I'm happy about it ig he been really good to me and I like being with him and around him.
I was scrolling through tik tok and seen a video with Vinnie and his friends in it and lemme tell youuuuu omg he was soo sexy in I- I needa shut up
But Vinnie will be with his friends today until 12:00 pm tm so yeah that means I get toooo hang with my boys I hung with them last week but still
And I also think devin is in twon and imma dread hanging with mattia while he's hanging with the rest of us me and her don't get along I mean she did flirt with mattia a lot and she was the cock Block and she annoying
But I'm pretty sure I'll get thorough this week hopefully but mattia got his license finally and I already had mine before any of them he was the last one to get his but he's gonna pick up everybody
Anyway I got ready and I wasn't feeling the best even tho I wasn't actually sick idk I had this feeling in my chest like heart ache but I'm tryna ignore it
Mattia texted me saying he was outside so I put on my slides and Walked our the door and seen devin in the front seat and Kai and ale in the back I get in the back with them
K:what up
a:hey, ale said with a smile
Y:hi guys
M:hey y/n
Y:hi mattia
Devin just stared at me and I was getting annoyed because I hate when people stare at me like that
We made it back to mattias house and we walked in and went to his room well they did his mom stoped me
(Mm=mattias mom)
MM:hey y/n
Y:hi
M:how have you been
Y:I have been good how bout you I haven't talked to you in a while
Me and mattias mom got real close with each other she's like a sister to me we tell a lot of personal things to each other she and the boys were there for me when mattia cheated
Mm: mad to be honest I don't like devin she so rude...
Y:wym?
Mm:well she was saying how "better looking" mattia could be and how he could look good as vinnie your boy friend
Y:what! Really bro she knows mattia had issues with the way he looked in the past omg...
Mm:Ik Papa polibio doesn't like her either
Y:yeah I'm sorry about her but I will talk to later ofc and love you and papa too
Mm:love you too sweetheart and he loves you too
I start walking to mattias room and get there everyone was one there phones
M:what took you so long?
Y:i was talking to your mom
M:ohh yeah forgot they still love you. Mattia smiles
I go sit next to ale which is on the couch and and devin and mattia where on his bed while me and Kai and ale where on the couch
D:soo you got with vinnie huh?
Y:uhh yeah
D: surprising
Y:why is that
D:well I mean you upgraded tooo much form mattia, ya know mattia could lose a couple pound and buff up and he's outta your League
Y:wow.....are you serious rn YOU are going to bring down your own boy friend right In front of him and I'm sorry but your just not it I think mattias outtta YOU'RE League
D: yeah sure he was outta your League too
A: yeah okay she's way prettier and a wayyyy better person then you will ever be
Y:okay I'm leaving
M:y/n wait
I ran up the stairs and mattia catches up and pull me by my waist
M:y/n sit
Y:fine
M:why did you snap at her like that
Y:really mattia
M:yes really y/n
Y:okay I did it because she literally trying to bring you down after you work so hard to love your self
M:y/n it's fine okay
Y:no it's not mattia I love you to much for you to get hurt or to make a mistake like you did that night with her again okay
M:what are you saying
Y:she's no good for you and I can tell you don't love her
M:how do you know
Y:I know because when I looked into your eyes when we were tg I seen nothing but love for me when you looked at me and I knew when you told me you didn't love me in that way anymore I seen it in your eyes and I see the same for devin...
M:oh uhh well are you gonna stay the night please stayyy
Is this bitch se-
Y:yeah sure
(A/n should I make a pt2 or do another chapter?)
