dangerous woman ~ harry and ariana (1)

28. i feel trapped

September 2016

Ariana wasn't happy. Everything in her life that should've provided her with some happiness actually did the complete opposite. Malcom was drinking more and more everyday and he went out clubbing about 3 to 4 times in a week.

Ariana felt like she had lost complete grip on him. She felt to weak and sad to stop him and so she just took care of him when he was hangover and nauseous because of the drugs.

Ariana also hadn't talked to Harry since the accident at Harry's house. And she missed him. The last two months made her realise she actually cared even more for him then she thought and she was scared of what she was feeling.

Sadly she hadn't the balls to text him since she didn't know how he felt about all the drama. Every morning she woke up and checked her phone, desperately hoping for a text from him but every time she got dissapointed again.

She felt trapped in her house with Malcom to take care of.

Ariana looked at her phone to check the time. It was 1 am. She knew she should go to bed but she was so used to wait for Malcom to come back. And all of the sudden something happened in her head.

She quickly stood up and decided that this was enough. She wasn't sure of her feelings for Harry but she was damn sure she felt more for him than for Malcom and so she was going to Harry.

Right now.

Ariana quickly called her pilot, the one who flew her jet and then texted her friends and mom to tell them that she was going to England.

Ariana threw some random clothes in her bag and wrote a quick note for Malcom, which he would find when he would come home:

Hi,
I'm done with being your mother. I've decided to go visit Harry in England. I'm not breaking up with you, I just want space. I'm hoping you respect my choice and I'm hoping that you will at least try and better your life because I don't know if I will return if you keep these habits.
-Ari

When she stepped out of her house she hesitated. What if Malcom would get into problems. She wouldn't be there to help him.

No. She wasn't responsible for him.

And so she headed to the airport where her jet was and soon enough she was flying above the Atlantic Ocean.

Ariana felt nervous. She still didn't text or call Harry to let him know she was coming.

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Text messages

Harry🖤

Hey :you
So I hope hope hope that you're home :you
I can't deal with Malcom's problems anymore so I'm flying to your home right now. I know we haven't talked in a while but I needed to get out of the States. I feel trapped here. If you can't or don't want to have me over I'll go back but please consider it. :you

Harry🖤: Hey Ari, its alright, you're always welcome.
Harry🖤: Are you alright though?

I'm okay, I just needed someone, and I wanted to see you. :you

Harry🖤: Alright, I will prepare the guest room. Have a safe trip🤍

Thank you so much, this means so much to me🥺🤍 :you

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